♥♥Dark-Hell♥♥

Meow

2011-12-28T09:38:00.000-08:00

Hi there. Again. I am 100% sure that i have no readers but whatever. I just posted my first fanfic on FF.net yesterday night (more like this morning) and i must say i am more that satistfied with it :3 Earned an awesome follower and review :3 /issohapppyicandie TEHE now i shall be working on the second chappie :) but then, i really wanna write a D=OUT one... HIKACHUXREIKA XD and IbukiXKouki :D HAHAHA but really,i should now sleep and write tomorrow, cuz i have CCA early next morning, and i dont really wanna wake up to feel like i had a bad hangover :)

Mata ne minna~ :D

Nyan :3

2011-12-27T10:22:00.000-08:00

Hello peepz that never really were there in the first place. If i actually had a tag box or whatever its called i would actually ask you to well, you know, make your presence known. Well... its just a bit of my curiosity, just to know whether i am here talking to myself or what you know? :3

Haha so hey, if i ever put that tagboard up do remember to leave a comment or something :)

YEAP and so my rant of the day... okay lets start with my recent fanfic writing issues. I am halfway through this sexy M-rated fic about Ronald and Undertaker and i really am no where near done cuz of my slacking and procrastinating. And here i am still having this URGEEE to write a D=OUT fic, with pairing ReikaXHikaru. Does anyone else see that pairing there? I have been watching so many of their off shots and comments and making videos and i keep having this feeling that Hikachu has this cute little crush on that pretty bassist xD. HAHA i don't know if its just me but.. oh well :)

Do leave a comment (when that irritating tagboard is up) about the pairing stated above or any other pairing you might support :D

Oh, and lets give a rant about Aaron Tan. I wonder if a lot of people not from Singapore have already watched that video. Its a disgrace to us Singaporeans and i hope that foreigners would not actually have a bad impression that all Singaporeans are like that. To be honest i feel that this childish-ahbeng-wannabe-behaviour is rather rampant in Singapore and i seriously do hate this. I mean, there are a large number of people in my level and school that are trying to gain popularity/look cool by having this "gangster-like" behaviour and mannerisms. I feel that it would actually have the opposite effect as some might find it revolting or irritating. Anyway, in my opinion, those who actually seem popular and have this kind of behaviour are actually air-headed idiots that care for nothing other than their looks and popularity. Not that i am saying all of them are like that. It is also true that some of such people were actually classified in this group just cuz they are close friends with the airheads, or are actually really good looking.

Okay, i am going off topic, time to stop self :)

By the way, i am referring to no one in particular so don't flame me for this okay?

And the new year is arriving in what, 3 days? And i am still not prepared to be in Sec4. A note to all readers. It is not easy being a 16 year old in Singapore. It is even worse to be in the top class when you are not smart, but only managed to make it through cuz you worked hard.

Ohkay. I think i should really stop here and go write (and hopefully finish) my RonaldxUT fic :D wish me luck~

OH BTW, for Our lovely Singaporean J rock and Cosplay fans, ViViD, Usagi and KANAME☆ are featured in the January issue of TEENAGE :D Please do check it out if you are a fan :D

And hence, i shall bid thee farewell :)

MATA NE~

メリークリスマス(^o^)

2011-12-25T04:20:00.000-08:00

Hello peepzz that never were thre :D its christmas today so here imma wish you gais a merry and awesome christmas :D
Celebrate Jesus' birthday and do remember all that he has done for us :)

OKAY so i had a rather childish day today. Uhm, yesterday to be exact since its already 4.08am.
Well, its christmas :P anyways, I WANT HIKARU FOR XMAS! nah im just kidding, it can't be possible. Although i love him more than anything :) I izz recently in love with this artist whom i forgot her name and i think she is BEYOND awesome. Her storylines are great and exciting (even for yaoi :O) and the best thing is, THEY DON'T END SAD! Hahaha okay, i know im mad but i think that some guys should really start dating other guys. I am talking about a pair in particular but i shall not name them lest i get flamed :P

And i truly think i am like, forever alone lor. But oh well.

Haha. I sound like a typical singaporean in this post. Well, can't really blame me, i grew up here :P Hehe forgive me for my horrible slang and miserable excuse of english. By the way, i am suddenly reminded that my fanfic is supposed to be a Xmas fic. Thats cuz i actually planned to finish it by Xmas but my homework seem to think otherwise. Seriously, just WHAT are the teachers thinking? 5 essays, 10 hours worth of chem, 10hrs worth of geography, 5 hours of physics, 5 hours of biology,10 hours of math, 2 hours of literature, an hour of social studies. wow. I have no idea how i have managed to complete 9 hours of math and 8 hours of geog. Only. and i have only less that a week to complete them. I am so dead. But well, i lost my lit and ss homework so i don't really wanna do them. And i think that i wont do bio either.

Anyway, after all the planning and stuff, i am only going to do half of my homework, and i am still nowhere near half of THAT.

geh. and on christmas too. Man, i dont really wanna be promoted to Sec 4 after all...

OKAY I SHALL END MY RANT HERE. Gosh, jus what happened to make me type so much? Hehe.

I should sleep. But i think i dont really wanna head to church later this morning. I would only be getting 2 hours of sleep :/

Saa ne... Ja, mata ne minna~

Mune wa ordoraseta mama :)

2011-12-23T11:17:00.000-08:00

Hello to the readers that never were there. I decided to change my blogskin~ DEMO! its not cuz im sick of Sebby or anything, its just that i am suddenly OBSESSED with our dear hikachu from D=OUT. yeah, nothing constructive is gonna come outta this. Really.

Anyway, i just went through a heart ache and i realised that if i actually love someone that will never even be close to me, it will never hurt. So im just gonna continue having silly fan crushes on those awesome pretty Japanese guys XD

Mhm. And not to mention, O's are next year. I have no idea how imma pass. And my homework is not even halfway done. I swear the teachers think students can stay awake for 24hrs. I swear.

Anyways, its like 3:22 now and i really should slp :/ Oh well, Mata ne~

I hate this more than ever

2011-06-12T06:04:00.000-07:00

Yeah, so i am now writing my essay that's due after the vacations, but so far i am still rather dissatisfied with it. I have totally no confidence in my essays anymore. But what to do? I seriously doubt my level of english now that I'm deproving so badly. I soo want to request for a drop of bands :/ At least i have weilin with me if i were to drop to band 3. OR even kimberly if i were to drop to band 2. Man i really, really hate this.
God, please give me strength to overcome this.

GLEE(K) TO BE? :O

2011-06-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hello after ages of unwanted hiatus i am here again to post! With half working fingers and a totally high mentality :3

YES for some apparent reason i am obsessed with Glee covers of various songs X3 ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I FELL IN LOVE WITH AMERICAN POP :O anyways, i am especially fond of a pairing in glee :3 wheee yesshh i love KLAINE! Lol no, i did not like glee becuz of the gay pairing but mre of the music :3 KURT'S VOICE ROCKS :D

yeapp and as much as i would wanna watch it free online (which is apparently not possible) i also wanna buy the DVD :D YAY its sold in HMV stores... and uhm, i think its gonna be like, super duper expensive? YEA so anyways, i shall save money to buy it soon :) and i hope they dont run out of stock and also that the run-out stock will not be not replenished D:

WHHEEE so *ehem* christmas present for me, anyone? XD

P.S BEFORE I GO!
a nice piccy of something i made from scratch with white clay :D

WHEEE nice? NICE??? XD comment yea :) for those who hate me, go ahead and gimme crap for all i care cuz i now only bother about being WHO I AM :D

btw, i believe a certain someone has started to hate me or something but... oh whatever. ugh.

Konichiwa minna~

2011-05-18T02:56:00.000-07:00

ねぇねぇ私は今ちょっと忙しいわよ。でも大丈夫！今必ずアップデートします！☆ XD
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へへたのしいですね。
あの人。私のものをはーなーせえ！

Ignore wadeva was up there. dont even try to use google translate. It fails totally.

HEEHEE so here i am blogging when i nidda chiong maths hw. man life sucks.
UGH so i shall continue to stress here and then emo. gosh.

YES. my yaoi fangirl senses have stopped tingling and my normal human senses are telling me something is amiss. BUT OH WELL XD

oo iphone is fun. apps are interesting. megan is cute. kelvin is funneh. juniper is hyong. XD leeting is cute. yunxin is pretay. danielle is cute. my foolscap paper is pink. gosh. wad am i doing?

OH WELL imma fail eng. i know i will. the teachers jus friggin hate me :/
OH WELL as long as i have my pencil i am happy D: drawing. a way to totally forget everything and just LET GO XD EXPRESS YOURSELF THROUGH EACH LINE DRAWN WITH A PENCIL XD

lala kelvin. i know you are reading this. i feel lke dying. gosh.
EII KELVIN. LISTEN TO ONE BY D=OUT
ITS A NICE SONG XD

Hello :D

2011-04-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

okay its like wud, near a whole month that i last updated this thing so hello there :)

UGH i am currently dying under tremendous stress from school work and i dont even think i can finish all my homework today. Seriously, teachers think that the homework that they give is little, but haven they hear of word ACCUMULATE? Uhm, we dont just take one pathetic subject ya know?

Okay, so i am currently dying from Lit. Cuz Mr William Blake has a very nice poem which is very hard to analyze :/ I understand it budden i dunno how to PUT IT DOWN IN WORDS D:

okay enuf crapping. I HAVE TO WORKKKK

Ja ne :)

Deaded

2011-04-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

Here i am for a few minutes to digress so that i will not die. Yes, this blog is dead already but im already going to join it. "Wonderful" right?

I have, thanks to my ever thoughtful and considerate mother, officially caught the stomach flu from my sister thank to the fact that i was locked in an air-conditioned room with her for the WHOLE FUCKING DAY. this is now a record. the time btwn the 1st time i caught the stomach flu and the 2nd(which was last year) was 5 yrs? and this time, its like wad, less than a year? wtf. thanks man. really. OMG i feel like dying. This time is even worse than the last. The pain is just excruciating. Srsly. wish me luck ppl.

IM SO AGAINST HOMOPHOBES!!!!

2011-02-27T04:27:00.000-08:00

Something i read on someone's profile on Fanfic.net. Please people, dont hate gay/les. Everyone has the right to love who they want to love...

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

I hate this.

2011-02-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

Wadeva. Life sucks. that's all i have to say. I have totally no idea why my mom has been picking on me, i have no idea why my life has been made so difficult, and i have totally NO IDEA WHY MY LIFE MUST BE LIKE THIS.
Hey, havent you people heard of something called equality? Yeah, it means that everyone is the same, and noone should be ostracized. But i think that most of today's people have no idea what the freak that actually means. You ostracize, and you judge. Dont you people actually know what "dont judge a book by its cover" mean?
Man, i am getting tired of this. Im very, very tired... i dont feel part of this world... and i know one day i will perish and no one will actually realise that im gone. Cuz everyone is so caught up with ostracizing me, they wont even notice that im gone. In fact, even if they do, they will feel happy. I cant wait to disappear. i really wish that my life was better. I dont deserve this. I have done NOTHING to deserve this.
I tried to make everyone happy. I did. But they just dont see it, dont appreciate it. Nobody cares. Nobody. Its always just me, myself and i. My masks cant last forever. The happy and confident front that i put up will eventually crumble... but why am i left alone to pick up those sharp shards that is left?
People who appreciate dont come by easily. Even if they do come by, something will definitely come and snatch it away. Even as i type these words on my computer, i know some who are reading this are very, very happy.
I used to cut myself. I feel like returning to that. No one will notice. I just have to use that physical pain to quell the emotional one. Its unfair. Why do i have to go through this? I don't get it...
So...
When...
Will i be able to break free from all of this?

HAHA MY ENDING FOR SUPERSTITON

2011-01-30T08:23:00.000-08:00

PS FOR ANY SPELLING ERROR/ GRAMMATICAL ERROR XD

He looked down at the baby girl in his arms, whose wails have began to subside into quiet sobs. He was shell-shocked when he saw the infant's expression. The weak baby was staring at him straight in the eyes, her own red and teary from all that crying. But that was not what made Ah Chye stop and think. It was what was in her eyes. He could clearly see the emotions that the newborn child was feeling at that point of time. Hurt, melancholy... and most eminently fear. Without any words, she was pleading him, pleading him to be let off.
Ah Chye's heart ached at the sight. She was his own flesh and blood... how could he kill her? But, if he did not, a calamity will befall the family, just like the fortune teller had said... will it? He held the baby close, hesistant about ending her life. Lian Jing had said that the fortune teller's words were lies, right? Ah Chye pondered and pondered by the well for a long time before he finally decided to bring the child back into the house.
As he entered his small cottage, he saw the midwife tucking his unconcious wife, who had fainted from the shock, into the bed. She wordlessly picked up her belongings and made her way toward the door. Before she shut it after stepping out, she told Ah Chye something he would never forget for his entire life.
"You have avoided the calamity that was bound to happen from your own selfish superstion."

Meow

2011-01-11T07:30:00.000-08:00

here online to do homework. Man, sec 3's so hectic. God i think i wont be able to friggin cope D:

Anyways, JIAYOU ME! XD

DRAWWW

2010-12-27T09:16:00.001-08:00

I. MUST. LEARN. HOW. TO. DRAW. BETTER. FAST!

I. NEED. TO. IMPROVE!!!!

:D

:O

2010-12-27T00:41:00.000-08:00

OMG i almost opened a SUPER OBSCENE WillXRon fanart when my mom was in the room OAO
hahahas just to post that line for the fun of it, i shall press the submt button NAO!!! :D

Lalala~~~

2010-12-26T08:52:00.000-08:00

Hellos peoples of the world who are alive at this hour :) HAHAS i am here to post a nice, short post to complain about tmr. YES. i have cca tmr. Like wtf. *checks phone incase she missed any msgs*

I just realised something. WHERE THE HELL IS MY GODDAMNED HANDPHONE????? **Goes into extreme panic**

AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!AHHH!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHH!!!!OH NO OH NO OHNO IIMMMM DEAAADDDDD D:

Oh. Wad The Fuck. It was off and fucking hidden frm me. _l_

UGHHHH FUCKING PISSED DX

anyways, waiting for th phone to load.... checking for smses...

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! THERE IS NO SMS STATING CANCELLING OF CCA TMR!!! NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*collapses to the ground, crawls toward the corner and starts to grieve*

Oh well. guess i nida sleep if i wanna live tmr. *Crouches and faces the corner* Byebye...

Helloo~~~

2010-12-25T06:32:00.000-08:00

Yes peoples its Christmas day today~ and I AM ABSOLUTEY BORED. Oh how great. ANYWAYS, jus to make some people jealous (AHAHAHA yes you know who you are :D) My Gugu bought me a ELECTRIC GUITAR. YESHHHHH how fabulous is that :D OH YEAHHH IM LOVING THIS MAN.

Anyways, Christmas is ending soon... which also means that School is gonna start soon too. Yea. well. which also means im doomed cuz I HAVENT FINISHED MY HOMEWORK YET. OMFG!!

anyhoo, i gota go for th time being. I nidda do some edits to mahh new blogshop :P *nudge nudge wink wink*

:/

2010-12-22T07:06:00.000-08:00

もういいよ。僕はやめたい。もう続けない。本当に嫌いだ、本当に…　お願い、僕を殺さない…

SNAKEEEEE ♥

2010-12-21T07:57:00.000-08:00

hahahas yesh im nao in love wif the HORRIBLY CUTEEEEE SNAKE from Kuro manga~~~

AND TO THE PERSON WHO'S BUYING ME A CHRISTMAS PRESENT. IT COSTS 19.90 SO U CONFIRM CAN AFFORD DE :D

okay so im here with a bad back ache and totally jellied legs D: Yes, i literally struggled to get up and down staircases. :/ POO. how not nice D:

anyhoo, im positive it would be worse tomorrow by tenfold. I swear it will. the worst thing is, i can hardly lift my legs up right nw, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO FOR CCA TMR?

Anyways, i go there also very wad de la. Dun wanna go. It sucks to be there. I hate it. I honestly think i shouda joined smething like green club lor (actually, no. I dun wanna see that assed madam chan :/)

Well, i actually plan to pon tmr. NAH JUS JOKING. budden i wonder when DEAR QIYUN will actually return my manga D: MY KURO MANGA!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME D:

hahas i have taken a liking of talking to Satou-san now :3 YES he is my mini-teddy bear :3 HAHAHAS and when i get something bigger i will DEFINITELY name it Suzuki-san :3

hahas as for megan's present, I WILL DEFINITELY TRY TO GET INUYASHA COSPLAY FOR YOU. JUS WAIT AND SEE :3 (although i greatly think that Shippo is mre suited for you :/)

OKay i seriously doubt my own financial abilities so maybe i wont get you a gift after all :P

HAHAS okay ppls im gonna go get some zs after i edit some stuffs in my template so till next time~~~

CRUELTY OUT~

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

2010-12-18T08:45:00.000-08:00

IM NOW SO HAPPY IM GONNA DIEEEE!!!! CUZ!

KURO'S GONNA BE AIRED IN ANIMAX!!!!
KURO'S GONNA BE AIRED IN ANIMAX!!!!
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KURO'S GONNA BE AIRED IN ANIMAX!!!!
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KURO'S GONNA BE AIRED IN ANIMAX!!!!
KURO'S GONNA BE AIRED IN ANIMAX!!!!

AHHH IM SO HAPPY IM GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ANYWAYS yesh its premiering 11 JAN 2011!!! WEEKDAYS AT 10PM!!! DUN MISS IT PPLS!!!!

okay now for a totally different matter. IM GONNA MAKE A GIANT TEDDY BEAR THAT LOOKS JUST LIKE SUZUKI SAN! i think you can actually get it from conventions like Yaoi Con but SINCE GAY IS ILLEGAL IN SG I DUN THINK I WILL EVER GET IT. man... this isnt good :/
ANYHOO im gonna go shopping for materials on thurs (most probably) so anyone who wants to go can contact me yeah? :3 Sms or smething kay?? :3 :3

OH, and my Grell is looking good :3 well, he shud since he's a copy-draw-thing by me O.o

Poo D:

2010-12-17T23:53:00.000-08:00

HI here i am again, actually to say something real happy but now it became a complaint rant thing. YEAH so jus to mention the happy thing, i'm drawing Grell Sutcliff and its turning out okay on my 1st try. Really, really rare.

OKAY so here is my rant. Please totally skip it and prceed to the bottom thank you.

I am angry and i am currently so pissed i can kill. Yes i seriously can. Just 5 mins ago i was super happy cuz someone promised to give me a Christmas present (if he was not broke :3) and another person finally AGREED to let me see her bf, and now i am depressed. Honestly depressed.

Yeah, like who's mother is like mine nia. Sure, most people actually think that she's a nice person and all who literally gossips about people IN THEIR FACES. Like honestly, you cant blame me at all la. I DID TRY. I honestly did. I tried to wake up when you told me to. I even set the fking alarm. But do you even care? WHO TH FUCK SLEPT AT 3 AM YESTERDAY? YOU OR ME? And another thing. I do not owe my life to my sister so i do not see why i am supposed sacrifice MY sleep in order to look after that FKING asshole creature. No, she is totally not human.

Anyway, the reason why i spend so much time infront of the computer is mainly becuz i wanna get away from them. Isnt being stuck in a world full of virtual characters more appeal than being stuck in a world full of harsh cruel reality where even you MOM treats you unfairly?

Cmon. So what if i have been drawing nonstop recently? I have never had any lesson, even though i have been asking for them since i was like what, kindergarden? I draw all th time cuz i wanna improve. I wanna do better. I think i suck. haha. no suprise. and who the hell has caused me to suffer from low self esteem anyways?

And now, my mother is actually willing to sacrifice her money and time for my sister to go for all those perpetually useless art classes. Yeah, she doesnt improve. NOT AT ALL. and ohmygoodness you think she's talented. comeon.

To be honest, i think Soma can draw better than her. honestly. Even that crappy not-human-like portrait of mina looks better than all my sister's drawings. Yeah, wadeva. I jus cant seem to be able to do what i please. I just CANT.

END OF RANT. peoples please ignore the above text in the box. Yes, its totally redundant.

Hello~~

2010-12-17T09:35:00.000-08:00

HIhi no im not missing its jus that i have been sorta busy these days ya know... all th BL manga i have to read and th BL anime i have to watch yea... *nudge nudge wink wink*
ANYHOO i have made fanart YET AGAIN! and i havent went on BB.net today. I feel evil D:

OKAY so i just went on BB.net :3 and i have jus randomly commented on a thread about lizzie :3
So, jus to lengthen this post, I SHALL ATTACH IT!

I personally think that Lizzie is actually quite sweet :) Okay, im not exactly a Lizzie fan, i find her absolutely annoying fussing about dresses and tea parties and dances and the like, and squealing like a moron whenever she sees someting cute AS WELL AS practically glomping Ciel everytime they meet, but HEY she is thoughtful enough to try and cheer Ciel up everytime she has a chance to (Even though she fails epically most of the time :/). Also, she cant help but be annoying. I mean, most little girls at that age are quite irritating, especially rich spoilt girls (like her :P). And i think that she is doing all these mainly cuz of her engagement with Ciel and her being Ciel's cousin. Whats wrong with being concerned about your relative? They were close when they were kids, no? Also, i think Lizzie creates some humor in the sort of dark theme in the manga/anime. Like the pink bonnet and the yellow wig? HAHAS those were super funny ^^

I guess she does play sort of an important role (although i think im too dense to know wad... but i can just feel it >:D) And well, she does act like the highly repulsive characters in most shoujou mangas that make you want to throw up, but the way Yana Toboso has depicted her is sort of like independent and unique.

Anyways, i think that Lizzie gets too much hate just because the storyline hints LOTS of BL/Yaoi, and i think that Lizzie haters out there should lighten your hate :3 Yea, i know the pink and her girlishness is repulsive, but THINK OF THE HUMOUR SHE BRINGS and also, try to put yourself in her shoes too. She just wants to make her future husband(although i personally hope not) happy and well, she loves him :3

OKAY so here it is :3 you can have to link to the thread if you want to :3 there is like a SUPER intense arguement going on :3 OKAY so u can go to the thread HERE but im not really sure if you can see it if you arent a member...

SO HERE IS SOME SHAMELESS ADVERTISING!!!! JOIN BB.NET NAOOO for my sake!!!
HAHAS im IzumiYuu so PLEASE PLEASE do join the forums and add meeee!!!! you can actually get the chapters released every month from there FIRST HAND so do join :3 You can click HERE to get to the forums so PLEASE DO CHECK IT OUT :3

OKay enough of my ranting. I think i shud go sleep. OHMYSHIT its gonna be 3am in 2 mins. Honestly WAD AM I DOING???

i promise to colour and perfect my fanarts soon. People please motivate me and give me some support :3:3

HAHAS

-CRUELTY- OUT~

WOO~

2010-12-15T08:25:00.000-08:00

hi there peoples~ Just to remind you that NO I AM NOT DEAD neither am i missing :3 Its just that i have been rather... busy with some stuffs :) HAHAS yesh. i did fanart today. It looks GWEATTTTT :3 HAHAS i drew Ciel today~~~ and for the 1st time in my life it turned out as expected :3 heehees
OKAY so. Now that im in a good mood, i think im gona go all out and draw fanart for the whole day tmr :3 YESH i think i will draw another Ciel :3 Cuz i suck at drawing Sebby :/MOOO how unfair is that? D: Think im too used to drawing BESM(big eyes small mouth) characters that i cant draw normal guys now :/

HAHAS anyhoo, it time for ANIME RECOMENDATIONS!!!!! *CLAP CLAPP~~*
*ahem* pardon me for my zilian-ness. HAHAS yesh. No. 1 on my list today is JUNJOU ROMANTICA which is -surprise surprise- A BL ANIME~~~ hahas. its the 1st time im seeing a BL/shounen-ai/yaoi manga become an anime so... yeah... you get why im so hyped-up abt it :3 HAHAS so its abt this boy called misaki whose brother had a friend called usami smething(aka USAGI/bunny) who is (no surprise) gay. So yea... OH GOD jus read the summary from Mangatraders.com ... I cant write good summaries :/

Junjou Romantica: Takahashi Misaki is suddenly having some unexpected and odd problems. What started as a need for some college entrance exam tutoring has somehow led him to being romanced by a suave older man who also happens to be his big brother’s best friend. Confused by all of his brand new emotions, Misaki struggles to deal with his suddenly very odd life. And if that wasn’t enough, his suitor, Usami Akihiko, has plenty of issues of his own. A man-child who decorates his room in giant teddy bears and toys, Usami is a famous novelist who also writes steamy boys’ love novels on the side. When Misaki cracks open one of these books and reads sentences like “Usami licks every inch of Misaki’s hot body”…well, let’s just say that all hell breaks loose.

OKAY so for the manga they have another 2 called Junjou Egoist and Junjou Terrorist so HEYYY go read and/or watch if you wan to :3

HAHAS shall sleep early today cuz my mom is such a bother :/ HAHAS~~~ So till next time ppls~

CRUELTY OUT~~

PICO TANN~~~~

2010-12-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

Hahahas :D As you can see im now obsessed with PICO :3 He's so so soooo cute laa~~~ :3 YES SPREAD TH LOVE PPLS. HIS VOICE IS SO COOL!!!! he like can soooo beat Justin Beiber. I mean, he can actually sing at super high pitches (like that of a girl. Really. I mean it.) AND he can also sing at normal guy pitches. Like, honestly, NOT MANY GUYS CAN DO THAT. HAHAS and another of those uber talented guyz is SEKIHAN! :D you shud like totally listen to their crack version of Magnet XD hahas anyhoo, im here online and searching for Pico's cover of DONT SAY LAZY budden i CANT LISTEN TO IT CUZ IM NOT A NICO NICO DOUGA MEMBER :/ This sucks. Big time. :/

OH MY GOODNESS i give up. wtshit am i supposed to do when EVERY SINGLE THING IS IN JAP??? D: anyhoo, i shoud do my homework. EXACTLY! gahh D: i have such poor multi-tasking skills :/

HAHAS and i jus downloaded another 2 yaoi mangas from manga traders :3 HAHAS YES I LOVE ABIRU JUNJOU~~~ Epic quotes:

Gotou:In America, kissing is a greeting

Gotou: When you grow up and become a man like me and you feel good, semen comes out of your nose
Ogura:Then how do adult men have sex?
Gotou: You rub your noses together

HAHAS EPIC, NO? i cant stop laughing whenever i read these lines :3 HAHAS btw, i think my internet has gone crazy these days... IT CANT SEEM TO LOAD BB.NET!!!!
D: what a not very nice day...
but looking on the brighter side, IM ALMOST DONE WIF SCI HOMEWORK! hahas i think it will be fine to leave 1 or 2 blanks... right?
ANYHOO its time for me to say bye bye cuz im a nice person n i think i can have a nice time listening to wasurenagusa agn :3

JA NE MINNA~~~

Mrow :3

2010-12-08T07:13:00.000-08:00

Helloz ppls :) updating wif me phone here so please forgive if there are any typos :D hahas im reading fanfic naoo :) as usual :) and im suffering from gastric pain agn. WHY THE HELL DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME? anyways, i decided to do sme homework tmr :) YAY but as a frickin procrastinator(is this correct?) I dun think i'll complete them anytime soon... budden i havta chiooonnngggg cuz there'll be not enuf time cuz theres gonna be mo gui xun lian for cca starting 20 dec. Oh how NOT fabulous D:
Anyhoo, shall be restarting my fanfic writing soon and as for my fan art... hahas i nidda improve on it while i still have the time to. GAWD i hate cca... D: i haven started on my revision for jap yet too.D: oh well. Todays conclusion. Fanfic is bad for u. :3
WELL not like i care. But its getting annoying how i keep hitting the fullstop instead of the spacebar. Sheesh this is giving me lotsa troubles :/

YEAH I LOVE YAOI MANGA XD IM SUCHA PERVE~~~

P.S THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED YESTERDAY BUDDEN MY PHONE CANT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO POST THE FRICKING THING CUZ IT WAS SO STOOPIT SO HERE I AM ONLY POSTING IT TODAY :3

:3

2010-12-07T01:36:00.000-08:00

Gonna watch movie later~~~ and im so so so sooo happy i found my specs XD HAHAS anyways, i feel guilty for not updating my blog D: HAHAS AND IM LATE D: and the worst part is ITS RAINING!!!! omg how am i supposed to run there??? anyways, shall get ready to leave soon :3 wont be going online tonight cuz i nidda wake up eairly tmr. FRIGGIT i dun wanna bring my sister to the hospital again D:

Yay. short post. D: byebye~~~

@A@

2010-12-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

Look at my profile after you read this. I CANNOT BELIEVE I AM A CLUELESS UKE!!!! the keyword here. CLUELESS. @A@

LALAAA

2010-12-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

bored. nothing to say D: GAWWWD im sooooo bored im gonna dieee... GAHH this is what happens when you spend more than hald of the day drawing and realised that you should have given up :/
HAHAS well anyways, I jus read all th fanfic updates i recieved. Hmm.. lets see... OH YEAH Broken Pieces. HAHAS i wasnt expecting an update so quick but WOAH the author's fast. She like spent only 4 days writing like 4-5 pages O.o shocking, right? and anyways, YEAP other than that, We are Kings and Queens is also updated :3 HAHAS luv it luv it its soooo FLUFFAYYY. and OH YEAH theres one called Sebastian's Nightmare and it super LEMONYYY ALL THAT SMUT IS HARMFUL!!!! :O hahas. it was updated too. YEAP quite happy to be recieving all those updates. HAHAS they keep me so happy i can go nuts XD

WELL anyways, bored and sleepy and dying to do SOMETHING. like wut? I dunno. HAH.

OH i jus found SOMETHING to do :D YAY i decided to read all those Yaoi Mangas and Kuro Fanfics again. X3 HAHAS The mangas are... steamy X3 HAHAS i feel so perverted :P LALALAS oh noooo i have not replied to that Yin person on BB.net :/ feels evil. Which reminds me. I havent been on BB.net today. OH WELL maybe i shud actually reply her later XD

Dum dee dum... UGH listening to magnet now XD hahas. Jus a random song. Im not that great a fan of vocaloid XD

BORED

2010-12-03T03:18:00.000-08:00

LALALAS im bored cuz im waiting for the vid to load agn. It most probably wont load once its 9 so i better start DA-LIANG loading noww :DMUAHAS
now that i have finished Tegami Bachi REVERSE (Erm in a way. Im waiting for the next Ep :D) I am watching Neo Angelique Abyss naoo :P HAHAS most of you wont know of it but i used to watch it every Wed night from 11.30 to 12 when i was in P6 :P
HAHAS so now im gonna watch it again cuz i realised that i have missed more than half of it =3= OHWELL, who cares cuz now im gonna watch more BISHOUNEN!!! XD YES the reason why i actually want to watch this anime is CUZ OF ALL THE BISHOUNEN!!!! Haha, i feel so otaku-ish X3
OH i jus love the artist of Neo Angelique Abyss X3 HAHAS Cuz he/she draws FABULOUS BISHOUNENS!!!! KYYAAAA hahahas XD I sound so fangurl :3 Hehehe. Oh well.
Lets see, the not so happy thing that happened today. HAHAS i've been trying to pester my Mom to buy me an electric guitar (Hehe) and she simply refuses. UGH this is SOOO unfair. AGHHHH im sooo angry can? UGH hate it when they do that. I hate it when people make empty promises. Promises come from the heart, no? Empty promises jus make someone feel more dissapointed then they were before. AGH i am so fking pissed. Why the hell do i have to always experience this kinda thing???
GAHH my christmas will be SOOO present-less. I dont give a fking damn anymore. Im gonna save up like madd in order to get that guitar. MUAHAHAAA my dream guitar. It shall be my dream for now. Budden it jus occured to me... that if i dont actually learn like during the holidays, I will have no time next year. GREAT now why didnt it actually occur to me earlier? Poo. Now ontop of all that money i have to save, I have to find extra time too =3= So unfair.

HAHAS now to un-depress myself :) I have jus drawn a very weird looking sebastian that looks quite successful despite the eyes :/ MEH hahahas. And im having LOTSA fun watching the Kuro Myu 2 backstage thing. HAHAS its hilarious XD HAHAS viscount druitt fell off the stage XD AND I CANNOT BELIEVE THERE ARE 22 FKING PAGES FOR TH SCIENCE WORKSHEET!!!!

okay now im watching KuroMyu 2 :) HAHAHAS i only watched like 1/2 when i first downloaded it so... Hehehe... and! I wanna watch Alan's EPIC underwear Flashing XD HAHAHAS as well as THE SHINIGAMI DUNNO WAD THINGY SONG!!! WOOOOO XD

HAHAHAS okay shall FINALLY post this thing after like HOURS of typing. Oh i have a sudden craving for fruits... O.o

Ja ne for now~~~ *searches her fridge for grapes :)*

:3

2010-11-30T20:49:00.000-08:00

YES improvement in mood today :D YAY hahas my fever subsided last night. HAHAS. I think last night was epic. Not really, but yeah, it was sorta weird. HAHAS the water tasted weird O.o

Yeap, so im MUCH MUCH MUCH better now, and to ms ong lee ting, I AM NOT INVITED DAMN IT!!!! anyways, DOOTDOO i feel so so sooo much better and im very happy :) HEHE i threw away the Sebastian pic i was drawing two days ago. UGHHH it sucked like madness. Hahas. Watching Tegami Bachi agn :) HAHAS i feel sooo fail. :P hahas. shall go BB.net later. HAHAS was there yesterday for a short short period of time yesterday cuz i felt sooo sick D:

ANYWAYS, thanks ppl who ask me how i was and stuffs. HAHAS and why did my dear Weilin not go to the class chalet? Since you are invited you shud go you know...

HAHAS yeah now im sorta free... BUT SERIOUSLY how does Yana Toboso draw Sebastian??? GAWDD someone save meeee D:

HAHAS shall go try re-drawing agn :) HEHE im such a failure~~~

OH WELL shall attempt agn :D HAHAS theres a saying called "practice makes perfect" so i shall test and see if this saying is true. OH GAWD i feel like puking agn D:

SHIT THAT GASTRICCC DX DX

anyways, Shall end my not-very-long-and-not-very-short post here. Ja Ne~~~

My head is gonna explode D:

2010-11-30T07:15:00.000-08:00

GAWWWDDD my head hurts lke SHIITTT and i cant do anything abt it. Oh well. It happens. WA SHIT video weed aint loading. I cant watch Tegami Bachi D:D:D:D: NOOO i wanna see the cute cute Lag Seeing and Niche D:

WTF IT JUS LAGGED ON ME _l_ damn it I HATE U ANIMEFREAK!!!

WTF??? NIDDA RELOAD? UGHHHH anyways, i think the internet's kinda crazay today... Mehh... anyways, I feel soo horrible... UGHHH Gastric pains+Headache= WTF i feel like killing myself...

UGHHH anyways, i was drawing Sebastian yesterday, and i think it looks HORRENDOUS. well not in a mood to think of that agn. UGHH i skipped dinner today. I totally cnt eat naoo... and i smelt smething that would usually appeal to me jus now and almost barfed O.o

Anyways, who's going tmr? Im not invited and im definitely not gonna risk my life by staying out late agn. Plus, why n would i want to give up a day of manga-reading and/or Tegami Bachi-Watching jus to go see some ppl that dun even consider me a classmate O.o

Wait, which reminds me, I will have to give up my internet usage tmr cuz im under orders to look after my sis. Well, how FABULOUS. ha, ha, ha. Im SOOO elated i could jump down the building and be happy abt it._l_

WELL, have fun 2/2-ians. hope we will meet agn soon? :) Unless you dont wanna see me that is. Feel free to act like you dont know me :)

GAWD WHY THE HELL IS IT SOOO COLD??? my fingers are shivering as i type D: my whole hand feels numb D:

UGHHH head is pounding...

OMG i jus found out that i lost my specs. WTH? where the hell did they gooo???? D:

OMTIAN this sucks D:

WELL, till next time, i guess... AND WHY IS TEGAMI BACHI TAKING SOOOO LONG TO LOADD D:

\(o3o)/

2010-11-29T04:25:00.000-08:00

Hahas Hello ppls. Im here on my nice nice blogpost thing :D HAHAS so todayy not much done =3= not good... BUT anyways, no worries cuz im working hard now :3 I dont think i will be sleeping so early tho @3@ CUZ I WILL JIAYOUS to draw Sebastian.

GAHHHH WHYWHYWHYYY IS HE SOOOO DIFFICULT TUH DRAWWW D: GAWWWWDDDD i cant do thisssssss D:D:D:

HAHAS i went to watch tegami bachi jus nao. HAHAS im such a procrastinator :3 I jus realised that this blogpost has been dragged since 10 pm to 1:02 am. HAHAS IM SUCH A PHAILL PERSON :D

RAIGHT. so, as i wait for Tegami Bachi to load, i shall draw. Yes, finally draw :3 If this turns out good i will love myself :D

O.O

2010-11-27T08:52:00.000-08:00

I finally found out what Yuri/ shoujo ai was. As in, i tried to derive the meaning from the jap, budden i was confused, then i thought it jus meant like straight relationship cuz
shoujo=girl
ai=love

so i thought it jus meant girl's love (well most jap girls are guy crazy O.o) I DIDNT KNOW IT MEANT GIRL-LOVE!!! yes. yuri/shoujo ai jus means lesbian xxx. okay. im sooo impure now D:

I FEEL SO ASHAMED OF MY CURIOSITY.

yes i agree that curiosity killed the cat, budden for this cat, there is no satisfaction to bring it back!!! D:D:D:

Continuation to FB post :)

2010-11-26T08:30:00.000-08:00

The fb post i was talking abt:

This sucks. It hurts. Man, I'm such a spazz *facepalm*

Yeah. Its this one. Yeap. Its not really self explanatory. Well, i do spent time thinking about how to hide my true feelings by making a better choice for words. Like the above example. Anyways, in this post if you jus take the surface meaning it will be "it sucks cos it hurts physically, GAH im so spasctic" HAHAS budden i have a hidden meaning. LOLWUT heyy i am usually not that cheem :)

anyways. shall spill my secrets here (WOOHOO) since i dun really have readers (sort of a plus?) Hehes. Missing a certain someone and it sucks. Yeah, it hurts, and i hate myself for being such a spazz.

Hehehes. ANYWAYS i am srsly confusing myself... GOD i hate this GODDAMNED brain of mine that keeps giving me hallucinations and false hope. It just makes the pain return ten-fold. Goodness i wanna get a brain malfunction or something. like, seriously make it die on me. GAHH... wow i cant believe SCREW is helping me relax. Goodness... i must SERIOUSLY be twisted. well. i shall blame myself for this.
*Goes to normal mode*

HAHAS now that im soo bored im reading manga (Yaoi,duh) and i JUS LOVE THIS STORYYYY yes go mangafox.com and type in abiru junjou :D a little explicit in later chapters but its worth all the puking and/or nosebleeds :3

WELL ja ne for now :D

Not Bored :)

2010-11-26T05:31:00.000-08:00

Yes i have taken up a new hobby :D Its SOOOO interesting :) Maybe be R-rated but HEYYY whocares :) YES. I HAVE A SUDDEN LIKING OF READING YAOI ON MANGAFOX.COM

Ne... feels like an extreme pervert D: But heyyy Its jus me :) Im like tat~ Extreme Otaku-ness FTW!!! n i jus found some SomaXAgni fanfics O.o VERY extreme.

And a more extreme Jrock/Visual Kei band. Screw. Yes their name is screw, as in like screwdriver. (LOL that was the 1st thing that popped up in my mind. hehe. OMGOODNESS the guy's boyfriend jus walked in when the guy was gonna *ahem* with another guy!!!Wait. dun misunderstand. The guy's not a flirt. I bet the guy fell in love with the other guy cuz hs boyfriend was reluctant abt their relationship. ANYWAYS ignore my pointless ranting about Yaoi mangas :D)

OMG they stopped and the other guy jus confessed to the guy!!!! okay for those who find this confusing here is the character guide :) a sorta not detailed one since im too lazy :)

Guy-the guy who fell in love with the "boyfriend", the "other guy" has fallen for him
Boyfriend- colleague with "guy" for a long time and he was straight until he fell for "guy". But he is reluctant abt their relationship cos he wants 'face' O.o
Other Guy- a replacement employee at "guy's" pharmacy when "boyfriend" was hospitalised. was fired from his previous job cos the employer tried to seduce him but then fired him when she failed cos it sorta humiliated her and stuffs

OKAY there. hahas. OH NO page 33 is not loading :O
Anyways, this storyline is REAL different. Usually it would be the older who ish hotter-looking and is thus the seme, BUDDEN for this the younger is the hotter-looking one and the older is SOOO feminine!!! and he's the uke! O.o

Right. anyways, lalalas. Hahahas. I've suddenly have this liking for my jacket. Yeap the one with the hearts and diamonds and spades and clovers and stuff. :) HAHAS i have been wearing it almost everyday EVEN THOUGH IM NOT COLD O.o hahas i sound like a weird person... but HEY that's who i am :)

LALALAS leave a tagg wif your link ppl... its really depressing to see that my nice-nice blog is SOO unoticed D: i mean, who can resist Sebby-chan's charm~ :P

WELL Ja Ne~~~ :D:D:D

Nyann

2010-11-24T09:34:00.000-08:00

Yea bored in th middle of the night again. Its been SO long since i did this :) Hehehe. anyways, jus typing another fanfic i wrote.Well, not that it matters but... i REALLY think that my first one sucked so i decided to write another one. Well... its better, but ALOT shorter. Which is not very good if you ask me. I seriously am wondering how the great chocolate-moosey can write SO MUCH in one chapter and STILL NOT bore me out... hmm i've got a greattttt deal of rethinking to do...

And i dunno but i feel like im missing someone. No not missing as in like "i-cant-fin-it" sort of thing but i jus feel like... well... I dunno like i haven talked to someone in a long while... Like... i dunno i dun even know who to be exact. Gosh am i turning like mad or something?

LALAS totally wasting my time on BB.net :P Hehehe the forum is SOOO addictive :) Go try it out Kurofans! and remember tuhh add me yea? Im IzumiYuu btw :D:D:D

HAHAS im nearly done typing it now. Just a few more paragraphs and its FINITO! :D

hehes. maybe i should like create another blog where i could post my stories? i dunnoo... and i shall ask again. Anyone want to be my beta/editor/slave/maid/person-who-checks-my-mistakes? :3 *EXTREME PUPPY EYES*

YESSSS :D:D:D

2010-11-24T01:22:00.000-08:00

WOOO BROKEN PIECES (the fanfic i luv SO much) WAS UPDATED!!!!!!! OMG I LOVE THE WRITER SO SO SOOOO MUCH COS OF THIS :D

AND SO WAS WE ARE KINGS AND QUEENS! OMG THE WRITER IS SO FAST :O

N I LOVE BOU FROM AN CAFE COS HE'S SO CUTEEEE~~~ BUDDEN HE LEFT AN CAFE ALREADY D: THATS SO SADDDDD D:

ANYWAYS theres always hope for him returning :) [I think?]

Another sad thing is that the band is on hiatus frm this year onwards. THATS SO SADDDD D: I DUN WAN THEM TO BREAKKK D: there will be posts from all over the world mouring for the end of the band... Although it STATES that there are no mentions of band break-ups... but you can NEVER trust the media

LALALAAAS i have been not-turning-on-the-computer-ing for very long... 2 days infact :D but HEY im still alive :D

YAY so yesterday i went Kbox with Shaoyuan n Dwayne and his sis Delaphy and her fren (she's cute but i cant remember her name D:) and went TOTALLY MADD AND HIGH in the room and we didnt give a damn and TOTALLY exceeded the time limit by like 15mins? :P WOOHOO

HAHAS and now im reading Love Games by SereneSky :D I decided not tuhh link cuz i dun think anyone would be reading this O.o

AND i am seriously going crazeyyy cuz i am SRSLY having this very MAJORR jrock craze :O

YES it is LM.C+SUG+ANCAFE+ALICE NINE+ZORO+HEIDI.+SID+UVERWORLD RANT TIME~~~ :P

YES I LOVE MAYA~ He's so fricking cuteee~~~CHYUCHYUU MORE with MIYAVI~ HAHAHAS and his height is BOOMZ :O HIS VOICE IS FABULOUS TOO~~~

AIJI is an ULTRA COOL guitarist who looks like a girl. I bet he wont look that bad without his makeup and all... And he's shorter than Maya :D

-x-

YEA SHINPEI from SUG is an ultra cute and super petite drummer :D He's only 158cm~ :P His drumming skills are really good, and i think he can be on par with Mitsuru(the CUTE old drummer)~

Takeru has a cool lip piercing and his vocals are kinda cool :D He has like a cute smile but has this blank look in his eyes at times D:

Masato is zee PREEETTYY guitarist who REALLY TRULY looks like a girl even without his makeup and stuff :D AND I LOVE HIM COS OF THAT

CHIYU is the HOT HOT bassist who is the oldest in the group :D he has a little bit of a feminine look but HE'S HOT and he's like the "big bully" in the band :D

Yuji is the LEAD guitarist of the band(most of the time) has a HUGE love for cheesecake :D and he's more of a joker in the group :D

-x-
ANCAFE? on haitus now D: but I LOVE THEIR OLD GUITARIST BOU-KUNN~~~ (yes he crossdresses) COS HE'S CUTEEE

-X-

ALICENINE? i dun really know the members now BUT I WILL SOON :3

-X-

ZORO is kewl cos vocalist Ryuuji has a reall Cool and distinctive voice yea :P and I LOVE TASTUHI~~~(yeah he cross-dresses too) Love the fun fun Yuuya[dr.] and Taizo[Gu.] too~

-x-

HEIDI. is more of darkdark visual kei... but YEA THEY ROCK! I LOVE HOTT HOTT GUITARIST NAO~~~

-X-

SID!!! OMGOMG SID!!! YES i love them!!!! THEY ROCK LYK MADDDD :D
GOGOGOO Cute MAO[vo]~ you are soooo cool :D
GOGOGOO HOTHOT AKI[ba]~~~ i dun mind that you cut your hair but YOU ARE STILL AS HOTT :D
GOGOGOO FUNFUN YUUYA[Dr] YOU are sooo soo funnehh you rock!!!
GOGOGOO Funny SHINJI[Gu] You and your STOMACH MEDICINE FTW!!!!

hahas and now for something interesting i found :D

You say 50 cent - I say Dir en grey
You say Britney Spears - I say Moon Kana
You say lil wayne - I say Miyavi
You say Jonas Brothers - I say An Cafe
You say Miley Cyrus - I say LM.C
You say HSM - I say polysics
You say rap - I say Jrock
You say pop - I say Jpop
You say hip hop - Visual kei
92% of kids have turned to rap, pop, & hip hop. If your one of the jrockers out there copy and paste to 4 videos to kill disney channel stars and "M"TV, no longer music, just lousy tv shows.

(i got this off Youtube :D)
HAHAS PPLS DO IT!!!! CMEON!!!

WOOO!!!(the maya way :P)

2010-11-21T07:33:00.000-08:00

omg i jus posted the previous post and i recieved an email that made my day~(which is ending soon)

YES OHHC fanfic was UPDATED jus abt i dunno...45 mins ago? and i read it in like minutes :P

HEHE yay thank you author of that fanfic, namely We Are Kings and Queens by Metallic-Sliver-Ink . :D Read if you like :P HEHES and i have TOTALLY lost some ppls de link so PLEASE TAGGGGGGGGG AND DO REMEMBER TO INCLUDE YOUR LINK!!!!

hehes thats all folks. and OH! i havent checked Nishii Yukito's blogs and i realised he updated yesterday :P HEHES so here's the daily dose~~~

アンティック-珈琲店- is LUV

2010-11-21T06:15:00.001-08:00

今晩は、みんな～今日も何をしない…本当に残念だよね…FanartもFanficもしない…僕は本当に悪い人ですね…
でも、今からFanficを書きたいと思います。僕のFanficを読みたいか？:D テヘ…でも、ぼくのFanfic　はよくないよ…僕はFanficを書くのが苦手だ… :P

Hihis ppls~ I did nothing today again... wat a waste... I didnt do any Fanart neither did i write my Fanfic... Im such a bad person D:
BUT! i think im gonna start writing my fanfic now :D[I still don't really have a solid storyline yet and i dont see any plot bunnies jumping about in my room yet D:] Anyone wants tuh read my Fanfic? :D It sorta sucks, but HEY i never said i was good at it :)
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HEEHEES tag and say so if you wanna read (though i doubt so) and please SOMEONE send a plotbunny jumping into my room NOW. Like, RIGHT NOWWWWW~~~ D:

P.S
ANTIC CAFE/ AN CAFE/アンティック-珈琲店- IS LUV!!! especially their old guitarist BOU-KUN :D:D:D He's so cuteee~~~ (yes, you can judge from my description that YES, he cross dresses cos when i say guys are cute, it usuallly means they crossdress/ they act like a kid/they look like a kid) :D
You all shud watch this vid :D

Yes the "school girl" is actually BOU-KUN~~~ :P

konbanwa~ :P

2010-11-20T09:46:00.000-08:00

HEHES today was a fanfic-reading-filled day :D i've totally abandoned my own fanfic writing and im reading all th nice FLUFFY fanfics i can :D budden i sorta get REALL saddened when when theres angst, although i think its nice :) HEEHEE anyways, im now addicted to OHHC (ouran high school host club) Fanfics :) hehehe. Thinks TWINCEST is fab :) and also supports TamaXKyou :)

MY GOODNESS IM GETTING FREAKED OUT DUE TO MY ALONE-NESS IN THE DARK :O

JA NE~

Hihies~

2010-11-18T20:49:00.000-08:00

Meh didnt update yesterday~ ごめんね～ Me decides to revise my jap during the holidays D: goodness i dun really wanna budden have to cos me japp sucks D: MY GOODNESS how come jap dun have tuition de? GAHH budden hor, if have right, confirm VEHH ex de lor. :D hahas my english is weird today :D HAHAS feels HIGHLY retarded :D

OH WELL i have to laa, for my grades next year. BUDDEN HOR, BUDDEN HOR... next year no ppls i know taking 3rd lang, then dunno got wad group project, WA SIAN die liao laaaa

Cos of that i srsly consider not taking lor. MEHH budden... aiya wadeva D: 2 mre years then IM FREEEE :D wait. Do i needa continue in JC? orz hahas learnt that from KANAME :D

WOOO KANAME :D hahas. The fanclub on fb jus created a Kaname blog yest while spamming my chat. Harhar. Great. my whole entire Fb lag. shittit mann..

GAH anyways, hahas. IM BOREDDD lalalaaaa can see right? MUAHA. OH YA i shud go check BB.net nw :D YAY BB.net! Kuro chapter 51 shud be out now~~~ HEEHEE :D:D:D Super happyyy~~~ OH MY GOODNESS I THINK MY SISTER IS FLOODING THE ROOM! shud go check before i do anything :O

LALALAAA i like checked and then went to do other stuffs and im like here agn 5 hrs later O.o feels fail. MY GOODNESS it 5:41 and im hungryyyy budden cnt eat lehhh D: laalaaa

OH NO twitter's lagging D: hahas n im waiting for spacecat-sama to post the translated version of Kuro chapter 51 :O

And as im starving like madness here, my mom is still NOT going to do anything about it. Im tempted to wolf all th crackers in the store room D: OHMYGOODNESS

anyways, i have managed to "stall" my hunger with the super delightful passion fruit tea :D YAY it rocks mann... not as hungry as before but im STILL hungrayyyy D:

*abt 3 hrs ltr*
WTH??? i didnt realise i have abandoned this page for more than 3 hrs :O wad was i doing???
Most probably looking at KANAME☆’s pics :O ANYWAYS NISHII YUKITO HASNT UPDATED HIS BLOG FOR VERY LONG D: 2 days infact. MEHH

lalals still waiting, spacecat-sama. D:

LALALAS i think i shud get off this page soon. I've been here for more than 8 hrs :O
lalalas. shall post agn if i feel like it :) ALTHOUGH IM SURE NO ONE READS IT D: lalalaas

In the meantime i shall resume Fanfic writing :)

so, Ja Ne~~~ :P

HIHI

2010-11-17T09:30:00.000-08:00

YAY late night blogging agn :) HAHAS slept at like 3 yesterday cos i was watching DGM then i didnt notice the time :O hahas feels highly retarded. MUAHA but srsly i STILL think that DGM shud have a season 2 or something :) cos im too lazy to read the manga since im too busy stalking BB.net for updates on the KURO manga :D

HAHAS now that im FINALLY done with DGM(i did mention i stopped at ep 76 MONTHS ago then only resumed yesterday, right?) i think i will actually go watch Gundam 00 agn :) MUAHAs i dun remember where i stopped for Gundam budden HEY im not really SUCH an avid fan... I jus like randomly watched and thought that it was nice :) ANYWAYS why isnt BB.net loading??? D: GAHH angryyy...

Well theres no dose of Nishii Yukito today cos he didnt post a photo of himself today D: BUT we still have KANAME☆ <3
YAY KANAME☆ IS LOVE~~~
hahas heyy i wonder when he will actually do a KURO cosplay :D HAHAS
and THOSE ppls who are reading my blog and are from 2/2 you will be shocked to know that MS LEOW XIAO TANG(the english teacher if u dun rmber) COSPLAYS!!!! check out her FB :) AND LOOK AT HER PROFILE PIC :D omg she is SO CHIO as a cosplayer :D

And for the minority who are actually wondering what happended to my fanfic, im currently writing chapter 3, and i just HAVE to include a LEMON in it so that the story can go on... my goodness i feel so perverted already even though i haven written anything zing-ish yet... Hmm budden i still think my chapter 1 needs improvement... I find that its so similar with another writer's storyline... *Sudden mental block*

MY GOODNESS who can help meeeee D:
and im now sadded by the lagginess of BB.net cos ITS STILL NOT LOADINGGGGG... ANGRYYYY

WTH you hve to be kidding me. WHY THE HELL ISNT BB.net LOADING? gahh too angry to care. shall go write fanfic eventhough im still experiencing mental block. Those willing to help PLEASE DO PM ME ON FB OR SEND ME AN EMAIL :D YOU CAN SMS ME TOO~~~ YOU WILL BE CREDITED! JUS LIKE HOW LEETING AND ARCANE ARE GOING TO BE :D

Be the next credited person! Inspire me now :D (hahas extreme advertising :D:D:D)

Well nothing more to say~~~
So Ja ne~~~

HIHI

2010-11-16T09:21:00.001-08:00

hihi here i am blogging when i should be writing fanfic :)

HAHAS who cares~ however, i have been wasting my time the whole day so NVM :D

LALAS and i jus drew another fanart while waiting for a stupid vid to load :D hahas MITE MITE~

RIGHT i know its sorta ugly but HEY i nid comments to improve right? so COMMENTS PLEEAAASSS~~~ (in th tag board :D)

AND NOW for a daily dose of NISHII YUKITO~ISNT HE JUST SO CUUUTTTEEE??? :D

and also, as a bonus(cos i dunno wad to post) A DOSE OF KANAME☆ :D

HES SO HOTTT :D:D:D YAY and if you're wondering who he's cosplaying as, its Benten from ZONE 00. and NO NOT BEN 10 D: yay check out the manga if you like. Its sorta new and YEAP the story so far is interesting :)

YAY happy~~~

2010-11-14T06:21:00.000-08:00

YAY for another dose of Nishii Yukito cos it was SO LONG since th last time he posted pics of himself :D

YAY he's so IRRESITABLY cute~~~ :D:D:D

YAYnow to talk abt the actual reason for my post (very quickly cos i nidda type mah fanfic)
YES its AFAX :D:D:D

Mhmm. so Weilin, Danielle, Leeting and I went for AFAX today~ yay so when we reached there, had lunch at macs and we saw some cosplayers eating there. OMG THERE WAS A GUY WHO DRESSED AS A GIRL!!! hahas then we strted imagining lotsa stuffs related to wierd cosplay and laughed our shits off :D Makes me wonder why i do not have such imagination when it comes to typing fanfic...
YEAP and afta that we went to the exhibition halls! muahaaas bought th tickets and stuffs, bla bla. the wanted to enter. THEN! I SAW A SEBBY COSPLAYER! called for weilin and was abt to chiong to th guy when WE FOUND THAT LEETING WAS MISSING!! looked for leeting. when we turned back, SEBBY WAS GONE :O(although i managed to get a photo frm another fren's fb :D)
yeap so we went in and watch th regional cosplay competition. SAW KANAME :D:D:D

then we went to explore, as well as hijack on random cosplayers and ask for a photo :D yeap and SHOPPING :D:D:D

YEAP and so we walk walk until like 4+ then we went for a toilet break. THEN WE WENT CRAZY SNAPPING PHOTOS OF COSPLAYERS :D:D:D

mmhmm. then we went to zouzou and went to OTAKU HOUSE!!! yeaa it rocks mann :P

muaha then home we came :D

agn, i missed a nice allen walker. this year's lavi was not nice (although there was this woman talking abt a very shuai one). BUT WOO I SAW 2 SEBBYS AND 2 CIELS :D and i talked to the Tieria Erde cosplayer :D:D happy~~~ :P

its getting more n more cold and its getting difficult to type. shall stop here then :D

JA NE~~~

Late night post :)

2010-11-11T08:27:00.000-08:00

YAY im posting in th middle of th night despite th fact that i have cca tmr. My gosh i bet if i dun like off th comp soon im SOOO gonna die :P hahas yay so i've done some improvements to the fanart i posted yest and yea it looks better then it was :) HOWEVER im sorta sorry that sebastian is TOO FRICKING SHORT in this pic and i apologise for those that have spotted this flaw :D hehehe SO and for those who are agnst yaoi, pardon me for slight lime in that pic :D hehe

LALALAS i realise that i havent been updating my mood on punkymoods so NO IM NOT STILL "DEEP" although i still AM thinking... BUT IVE COME TO EXPERIENCE A MENTAL BLOCK :O

Heheheeee lalalas~~~ nids to continue thinking abt a storyline but HOW? and shud my 1st story be kuro or DGM? hihi needs help here~~~ head down to my profile to vote please :D:D:D YOUR HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED!!! :D:D:D

YATTA :D:D:D

2010-11-10T09:07:00.000-08:00

YAY i know th title's corny but WADEVER! :D im in a superbly good mood right now COS i have SUCCESSFULLY drawn a damn nice picc :D:D:D YES ITS SEBBYXCIEL :D:D:D

hahas mite mite~~~
NICE RITE NICE RITE :D:D yea its and un-coloured version and i plan to like edit and improve on it more before i REALLY do colour it :D AND ALL THE SHADING D: anyways :D please do leave a comment on this in my tag board~~~ :D

Drawing...

2010-11-10T04:51:00.000-08:00

GOSH i hate myself D: i so suck at this... Man... Sebastian is so FRICKING hard to draw. Gawd. ARGH i have a complete fail attempt in my sketchbook D: gosh i really nidda practice more. Which means less time reading all those sinfully delightful fanfics D: HOW TH HELL IS THIS GONNA WORK??? omg i srsly have to calm down... MEHHH shall try to draw a better attemt now :) and if i manage to "master" how to draw both sebby and ciel(which i am already quite confident in) i will FINALLY be able to creat some of my own fan art :) YAY and then it will be ULTIMATE CELEBRATION TIME :D:D:D:D so wish me luck ppls~~~

Till next time~♥♥♥ :)

SuG--Mujouken Koufukuron

2010-11-09T22:14:00.000-08:00

YAY YES SuG's new single is gonna be out in a week!!! YAY clap and cheer~~~ ITS WONDERFUL im telling ya :D Wooo and the best part is that the pv is SELF DIRECTED by Takeru~♥♥♥
ANYWAYS I cant find the full pv in youtube COS THE DAMNED THING GOT REMOVED so hehes... anyways, th one on jpopasia sucks too cos its tudou D: however, TODAY is a GOOD day cos i decided to spend my time more wisely by drawing :) yeap i HAVE to improve on my drawing ya know. Hehehes after so long without drawing i cant seem to get th shapes and stuff correct though D: UGHH i have to work harder!!! :P

Hehehehes wish me luck ppls cos if i manage to draw a nice sebastian Michealis MAYBE i would try to start wif my own fanfic. Well, with totally zilch inspiration of cuz. Sighh...

So till then :)

Nishii yukito 西井幸人~♥♥♥

2010-11-09T08:28:00.000-08:00

YAY its Nishii Yukito love~~ :D:D:D Isnt he cute? :D YAY He's the one who acted as Ciel Phantomhive in Kuroshitsuji The Musical 2- The most beautiful death in th world for those of you who dont know :D yay I forgot th name of th one who acted for Kuro Myu 1 budden its okay cos he's cute too :)

ANYWAYS i sorta forgot to blog for th second time yesterday. HOW COULD I FORGET, RIGHT??? anyways, im aching all over from yest's cca D: mann i cant even lift my arm... But im grateful that i can even type :O

YES and so heres th fanfic review of th day~~~
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Title: Blank
Author:Kayday
Genre:Romance/Angst
Rated: M(theres no smut/lemon though)
Other remarks: AU, Character Death
My Review :D
Its more of angst than Laven Fluff so for those who cant stand heartbreaks(like me), DONT READ IT! Hehes so here Allen is slowly losing his memory, and Lavi's the one who has to take up this heat-wrenchin job as they who lovers who co-inhabited.
Yeap, so OH the sadness when Lavi lost Allen in th end. Allen didnt die of memory loss(i mean who can?) but he did die from excessive blood loss due to his memory loss. Its the most heart breaking Fanfic i've read so far D: Poor Lavi loses th love of his life D:D: However, Its a wonderful read as it evokes emotions from the reader. Just fascinating. Its a short oneshot, however, so for those who hate long chapter that rant about the most impossibly useless things, You might like this :)
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YAY so after this review i feel damn sad again D: Did i mention that i actually went to bed early after i read it? It was so sad i coudnt do anything D:

HAHAS so i read a few more fanfics today and i came across a few more FLUFFIER ones which helped me get my mood back :):)

Yay so i shud get started on my fanfic soon, budden i STILL dont have any inspiration...

GOSH its 1 am(hey since when am i so concerned about th time?) anyways, I shud go soon :D:D

Ja Ne~~~♥♥♥

AFAX announcement & fanfic review~ :P

2010-11-08T05:34:00.000-08:00

yay im feeling happy today cos i got into my desired combi :P YAY i will get to see Juniper next year~~~ OH AND ATTN TO ALL WHO ARE INTERESTED!

AFAX 2010 IS HERE!
Date:13~14/11/2010
Venue: SUNTEC convention hall 401-402(if i remember correctly)
Time: DEPENDS cos its a whole day event and you are ALWAYS welcomed to JOIN if you please~~~ :P:P all ya have tuh do is contact me / leeting :D:D:D

ANYWAYS, back to blogging. Heehees. I am simply a fan of fanfic writer BlindBeyondSights or BBS for short :) I simply LOVE her Laven fanfic :D:D:D its just so... heart warming :D although Tyki Mikk raped Allen D: who was supposedly a prostitute O.o and Lavi's a hotshot gay photographer :D YAY and so where the current story stops, Allen is on his way from recovering from emotional traumas after a super painful rape(yes i repeat, Tyki Mikk).He was raped while he tried to make Lavi forget about him for his own good. So Lavi FINALLY found Allen dumped in an alley after rape and he was immediately sent to the hospital BUT th doc says theres a chance that he wont recover fully. Hehehe... and so th story reaches a point where everyone wonders how the relationship will go, and heres the current status(frm th story):

Lavi made Allen move in with him(did i mention that Allen was thrown out of th hotel and he was living in th freaking alley he got raped in)
Yea th corny i luv u and u luv me thing
Sadly, Allen would get panic attacks if Lavi got too close and/or was too intimate with him

SEE TYKI MIKK THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT D: D:

Anyways, i would recommend that you give this fic a read even if you do find it too LEMONY for your tastes. So here is your link to this fic: Love me by BBS :D

--will be posting agn later cos this is jus an announcement and reading review post :) th real posting will be coming next:P so till then~~~

^^

2010-11-06T10:12:00.001-07:00

YAY im almost done with Tears and rain :) OH NO i did post about this before, have i not? My my i don't recall doing so though... Dear me... Anyways, Tears and Rain is a fanfic (quite obviously) about Yaoi pairing EdXRoy from FMA (or fullmetal alchemist). I'm not really a fan of impossibly long stories but this one just left me breathless. Its description of all th scenes are near alive, and im sure you will like it if you read it ^^

No, those were not from a fangirl's POV but a normal reader's POV. Theres also an epilouge that in LiveJournal(not on Fanfiction.net due to explicit content), you might want to read it if you are interested(though i doubt so)

Btw, my sis screwed my phone so its best that you ppls save my new number :) it shud be on fb by now :D

Shall return to reading Tears and Rain, and i then i shall continue to brainstorm for some Fanfic writing ideas :)

Ja ne~

:)

2010-11-06T00:33:00.000-07:00

Helloo peepoles i jus finished watching Ciel in wonderland :) yay its th Kuro II OVA and its REALLY cool :D although CUTE is more like it :) yay~~~ I think Ciel looks freaking cute in his alice outfit~ shall draw one next time :D(for fun) anyways, has anyone any idea on wad to write? srsly im wasting my time reading more than im writing D: anyways, i feel like i need to do something but i forgot what... OH RIGHT i was supposed to do my chores. Shall be a nice person and start on them ^^ Shall post another blogpost later :) So till then~~~ :D

:O

2010-11-05T02:29:00.000-07:00

OH GOSH for some reason fanfiction.net is not working right now :O oh myyy D: when i was jus reading a particularly nice FMA fanfic too. My my, i do think that i have horribly bad luck D:
Oh well, its a nice time to have chocolates to calm myself down, no?
*Fetches a piece of chocolate*
*Omnomnom*
*Tries to get Fanfic.net to work*
OMG IT WORKED!!! Oh dear it seems im losing my composture. My my, i have to improve on this. Its quite a digrace to be seen as a crazy female, no? :P:P

So, till then :D

BYEBYE~~~

\(・3・)/

2010-11-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

Isnt th title cute? hehe. anyways, lets blog cos i finised reading all th fanfics on my must-read list and now im waiting for updates ^^ hehes. YAY theres quite a twist in this story by chocolate-moosey and its called Broken Pieces :) YAY omg so Ciel got pregnant(Yeah, i know) and this random succubus wants to kill Ciel. And so somewhere in th current story Ciel manages to convince the succubus that he killed th child himself and blah blah blah... and th FRICKING thing that happened was th damned succybus(hehe) managed to tamper with Ciel and Sebby's contract and she made Sebby hers (NOOOO!!!) and Ciel is now with Undertaker(Waaa totally unexpected) to try and fix it. AND THE WORSE THING IS, THE SUCCYBUS IS MAKING SEBBY KILL CIEL!!! NOOOO~ and that WOMAN is trying to seduce Sebby. MEHH Sebby already made it quite clear in th story that he loves Ciel thank you very much X.x

Anyways, enough of my fan-gurling. GAH i have spent so much time on READING fanfic that i have TOTALLY not even thought of a nice story line. MEH wad kinda shitty person am i?

OH and i AM in quite a mood to start talking like a person from th 19th century. Its quite interesting somehow :) Its even more so when you have someone who will do so together with you :P I'm quite sure SOMEONE in particular would agree, no? :P:P
Anyhoo, Please DO leave an fb msg/email/ whatever communication means if you have thought of a nice story line with your desired anime/manga pairing. Oh and btw, i currently only support YAOI pairings so sinscere apologies in advance to those who actually wanted me to write straight pairings. My my, the situation IS getting out of hand. I HAVE to stop typing/ talking like this soon. Lets hope that the current no-stories-updated status on Fanfic.net would help in this matter. My my, i DO sound like some ancient person *facepalm*

Well, till th next post then :)

SHORT MEMORY!!!

2010-11-03T08:18:00.001-07:00

OHMYTIAN i am now suffering from MAJOR stm. anyways, a continuation of my previous post. YAY im very happy recently cos i have been on a video downloading spree ^^
YAY~ i now have CIEL IN WONDERLAND!(the Kuroshitsuji II OVA) WOOOOOOO(the Maya way :D) Its unsubbed though... AWWWW D: anyways, took me quite long to get it cos it wasnt aired :P its only available in th Kuroshitsuji II DVD :P hehehes... and im only one epi short from th Kuro II collection :P Feels extremely proud of myself :)

YAY OMG PPL I REALLY NEED INSPI!!!! GAHHH tell me wad to write~~ someone ~~ ANYONE~~~ oh maybe i shud write fanfic on Jrock bands... (NOT A VERY GOOD IDEA)<-- mainly cos i WILL get killed by fangirls :O

hahas. enough of my useless rants. I will lose readers this way :P hehe...

So Ja ne for now :D

FLELE!

2010-11-03T02:14:00.000-07:00

hi ppls long time nv blogg liaoo :P Hahaas its nice that i've come to revive this nice and almost-deaded blog...

AND SO why was i so busy that i couldnt update my blog? HAHAS nthing really, jus that i am now ADDICTED to this cute mp3 player thing called Flele AS WELL AS reading fanfic :D
YES im a fangurl that cant seem to get enough of Yaoi and fanfic ^^ YAY but srsly i dun understand why people are so agnst yaoi pairings?

ANYWAYS i feel like attempting to write fanfic. SHALL I? SHALL I? i have a feeling that it would fail epically though D: MEHHH anyways, I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING BB.net TOO!!

OH NO this is not good... MEHH anyways, current Fanfic read of the day is Sickly Sweet by aristocratFABLE :) thats cos i finished One Hell of a Master by Junjou-Chan way too early, as well as Hellfire by aristocratFABLE. Anyways, those who support me in writing Fanfic pls inspire me and tell me what to write in a tag ^^ you can also e-mail me if you wish ^^ FB's fine too but PLS dun post on my wall. Msg or smething kay? MUAHA so pls tell me ur desired pairing from DGM, KUROSHITSUJI,KYOU KARA MAOH, or any other anime (depends on whether i know it) and btw, i am SUPER agnst ClaudeXSeb and i only support SebXCiel ^^ hehes. oh and do state your idea for a storyline too. I have ZERO inspiration right now so... hehes anyways, YOU ALL MUST READ FANFIC BY THE FOLLOWING PPLS!!!

Yuuki-Ravna

aristocratFABLE(OMG she's Singaporean :O)

MarsInsane

You shud check out their favourites too :) hehes. Shall update my profile with my fanfic(theres nothing yet) but you can still check out my faves ^^ they are mostly by the above 3 :D

AND I ALMOST FORGOT. YAOI CONTENT! MEANING BOYXBOY! CONTAINS LEMONS AND/OR LIMES TOO! if ya dun like it dun read it, cos i dun wan ya to flame them.

hehes and sooo...

JA NE FOR NOW~~~ :P:P *continues reading Sickly Sweet*

P.S Anyone going for th class chalet pls help me ask Andris if she is allowing me to go(i dun mind not attending if she hates me that much D:<) and if she already said no, dun try to ask me to tag along. Har har har. *gets fking pissed*

P.P.S i almost forgot! for those of you who are wondering wad a flele is, heres a pic ^^ Yes i downloaded th Ciel shell :) those who want th download link can ask me yeah ^^

OH AND YES i downloaded those icons too^^ CUTE RIGHT :D:D:D oh and th flele is the thing singing at the top right hand corner :)

OH NOO

2010-10-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

OH NO this is not good cos I CANT DOWNLOAD KUROSHITSUJI EPISODE 23!!! OH NOOOO

my god. My dreams of having th whole series in my possesion is dashed D: GOD! if anyone manages to download this ep, PLEASE do tell me where you got it/ send it to me by i dunno wad means :D

lalalas i love my flele :D WOOOO ciel is singing on my desktop~ happy~~~ :D:D:D:D

lalalas... i wonder if the vid im trying to download now will work... if it doesnt i wont be able to sleep tonight T^T sadded...

Nyan~ :D

2010-10-31T03:55:00.000-07:00

No im not a fan of cats. Although Sebastian is a totall LOVER of cats im not really into them. COS CIEL IS ALLERGIC TO CATS D: well actually im sorta neutral so hehe :D

YAY im currently collecting all th Kuroshitsuji Eps into my comp~ Yeah it sorta wastes the storage space BUT WHO CARES :D:D:D Yeap im currently at ep 20 :D yay~~~ think i'll be able to start dowloading season 2 tmr :D:D:D yay yay yay~~~ hehehe~~

Lalala~~~ :D:D:D OH i should start learning how to draw sebastian but im sorta lazy :P hehe... Think I'll start with th one on my blogskin :D Wooooo!!!(th maya way :D)

OH my, th screen is blurring. Gosh this is a not veqry nice side-effect of staying up till 3am D: BUT ITS STILL FUN TO STAY UP LATE :D although a little unhealthy :D

Kay I should grab my specs now. OMG where are they...

YAY i found them! Goodness th screen seems SO MUCH clearer now :D hehe...

Oooo realises that BB.net is such a nice site to be when you are bored :D YAY BB.net!!!

SO PPLS WHO ARE KUROSHITSUJI FANS PLEASE DO JOIN :D remember to say that you were introcduced to th site by IzumiYuu in your intro if you do join :D:D:D AND REMEMBER TO ADD ME AS FREN! :D:D:D

Shall stop here now cos im bored :D

Hehehes

Jyaa~~

BOREDDD

2010-10-30T12:02:00.000-07:00

Im waiting for th dumb video to be downloaded into th comp~~~ its taking so long~~~ although i love shinsen subs i srsly DO NOT understand why they have to use that laopok Zshare D: IT TAKES FOREVER~

anyways, changed my blogskin agn~ Its much much nicer now~~~ COS ITS SEBASTIAN~~~ hehehe~~~Oh and those who want a link, please tagg cos i lost all my links D: IM SO SORRYYYY

anyways, i no longer have th desire for th HTC Desire :D COS I GOT IT TODAY~~~ WOOOO!!!(The Maya way :D) yay yay~~~ muahaa~~~ I am posting more often now on BB.net so ppls who watch Kuroshitsuji PLS remember to check it out cos its SO DAMNED COOL~~~

HAHAs of you join mus say was introduced by IzumiYuu in your intro worr~~~ :D

hehehes OMG the video is still not loaded... AND ITS 3:08 AM!!!!

gahhh wants to give up...

OH im still super excited abt that EXTREMELY SUCCESSFUL Ciel pic i drew :D YAY im so proud of myself~~~ hehehee.... :D:D:D shall not ruin it by NOT colouring it in :D

LALALA~~~ oh theres still 8 mins to my horn. GAH this is taking so long... My eyes are already closing mann...

YAWNZ...

Shall go stone somewhere else :D

BYEBYE~~~

日本語を勉強しています:D

2010-10-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

Lol ignore th title. im not in th mood to say anything but i need SOMETHING for me to vent my anger. GAHHH well, facebook is not really that preferable so here i am agn, blogging.

I srsly hate being at home. My mother thinks that i owe my sister my life. Come on, she owes me hers. I am supposed to do everything for her? come on this is the 21st century. I dont owe anyone my life and i am not born just to be at your disposal. When you are happy do you really think of me? No, all you think of is ADA. come on, all i asked was just wad title you want me to put in YOUR email. and i get a scolding for that? Hey, im not here for you to vent your anger you kn0w. Its not even my fault that her FUCKING VCD PLAYER IS BROKEN neither is it my fault that SHE'S CRYING HER SHITS OFF COS OF IT. for one thing, i tried to be nice to her, but she didnt appreciate it so i dun give a damn anymore. You want me to write an email for her on your behalf? sure. but cant you wait for just 1 second? so what if i studied up till sec 2? I've never sent an email to a doctor in my life wadya expect from me??? Not everything can go th way you want it to. Please, wake up and find that you are in th 21st century Singapore. And wake up to find that you are not th queen of th world. I am not here for your disposal.

OH NOOO

2010-10-28T04:59:00.000-07:00

Its th last day of sch fer th year 2010. A year has passed, and i still can remember how 2/2 was like in th first term as if it happened yesterday. God, time really has passed so quickly :O

Now that sch has ended, we will be walking on seperate paths from here on. Some may continue together, some may not. Some may meet someway in between, yet some paths will never cross. From here on, fate will decide everything :D

Hehe. today was quite an epic waste of time for th 1st half of th sch day. We were stuck in th hall for hours man... Then it was recess, followed by some time with th form teacher. Yeap snapped many many photos :D:D:D although not with my camera :P waiting patiently for people to tag me... hehe... realises that andris's facebook is gone :O oh my...

GAH anyways, i realised that i didnt really take photo with lotsa ppls D: its not a good sign...

ANYWAYS although there are people i dun wanna meet and people that i dont wanna lose, I'LL MISS YOU 2/2'10 :D:D:D

YEAHH HOPE THAT YOU PPL GET INTO YOUR DESIRED COMBINATIONS :D:D:D

Inspirational song :D
I'm Alive! by Becca

YAY! and here are th lyrics :D

Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
Im so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall but,

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,
And I know it from the start,
Still I end up in a mess,
Every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
When Im having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know theres a reason.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, Im Alive!

When Im bored to death at home,
When he wont pick up the phone,
When Im stuck in second place,
Those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
Theres no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where youll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
Ill live my life, ohhhh!

Im Alive, Im Alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my life,
I'll live my life,
I'm Alive!

:D:D:D:D yay Kuroshitsuji ending~~~:D:D:D

Nom2

2010-10-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

Yea. Nom 2. I just cant believe how greatly OVERLY DEMANDING my mother is. She expected me to get top 3. Aiya i did okay? I got top 3 for science in th level okay? And now she expects me to get top 3 in class? Hey, not everything will go as you please okay? Gah. I shall not go on to rant abt this overly-demanding parent. Instead, i shall rant abt something more nice... like....

LM.C!!!!! YAY THEIR NEW SINGLE IS OUT TODAYYYY~~~ and i've already downloaded it in my comp :D yup yup its a nice song you should all go listen to it :D Its called "LET ME' CRAZY!!" and its their newest maxi-single this year :D they have 3 new songs in this single :D mainly "LET ME' CRAZY!!" , "No fun, No future" and "YASHA Hime" :D so far i've only hear the 1st song :D

Gah, and now to be saddd cos tmr is th last day of school. Meaning that 2/2'10 will be seperated from here on. Hey ppls i will really miss y'all :D Tmr must take more PHOTOS :D:D:D:D I WILL BRING MY CAMM :D:D:D

yay yay yay~
well... im still considering to do something but i dunno... oh well i guess im just a temporary boredom-killing measure... I really, really am STILL confused...

Moo3

2010-10-25T10:04:00.000-07:00

I really dunno wad to say. For starters what do you want me to say?
I have to put on my fake smile do i? Should i? i really dont know.
I shall continue ignoring now that i have said "orh". Huh. I really wunno wad to say or do... MEH im spamming my own blog. How highly intelligent.
Well its way better than spamming ppl i guess...
So jus to say that i've put on my best fake smile. Better to move on then to stay and sulk, no?
And so im gonna try to sleep, or at least pretend to.
Though it hurts i have to endure it myself, no? No one can help stop th pain, can they?

P.S i feel that im a very wierd person cos when im happy i only use this :D and when im sad i use this :) to hide th fact that im sad... Yea, 変な人ですね。。。

Moo2

2010-10-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

Yea. Moo 2. im not bored, im jus... nvm dun really wanna talk abt it. Dum dee dum. i have no idea how me and kelvin and yuxiang are gonna make that damned medal thing. Great. Just fantabulous. And that video is loading so slow its killing me. Great.

Well, (i think i mentioned this earlier but im not very sure) i ponned cca today. Well, pon in a way, but it was with a valid reason. Come on, how do expect one to go for CCA when she was in cold sweat? Hahaha.

Hey, please don't make me drop my fake smile. Please. I don't want to appear infront of anyone without it. Please. Im begging you, okay?

GAH. This sucks extremely. Thanks alot. You just made me feel worse. MUCH WORSE.

Signed,
Brenda

MOO

2010-10-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

yea. Mooo. Im bored and i still owe weilin a letter format. Great. Just fantabulous.

and i jus woke up from a VERY long nap. hoow moronic. Feels retarded. GAH nvm.

YAY tmr i will be ponning sch~how fabublous :D Will be eating Macs at Yishun :D Oh and i nidda meet yuxiang and kelvin to buy stuffs for mr cummming rite? Shall sms them later. gosh its unhealthy to be eating dinner this late. (Its like 8.32 now?) NO i feel so evil. Shall finish my dinner quickly and take a shower D:

P.S i jus found a half completed pic from long ago and its on th floor now. Think i shall dump it away :P:P ITS BEEN MONTHS, PIECE OF PAPER!!! :D

-BYE BYE :D:D:D:D

YAY :D

2010-10-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

YES I LOVE MY MOM!

I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE MY MOM

okay im mad. I realise i am ignoring ppl on msn.
okay they are answered.

and so..

I LOVE MY MOM COS SHE BOUGHT TH KUROSHITSUJI MANGA FOR MEEEE~~~
WHEE~~~ SHE BOUGHT VOLUME 1-3~~~ AND SHE'S GONNA BUY TH UPCOMING 4 NEXT WK!!!

WHEEEEEEE~~~~~

OH mommy, i wanna buy th keychain too. and th pin thingy. and th hp charm. and tht. and tht. okay sry im a little TOO demanding D: SORRY~~~

lalalas~~~~
boreded. tired. its 11.23 now.

WE ARE GOING CHANGI AIRPORT TMR!!! THE AIRCON~~~~

shall stop here toe-day.

Byebye~~~

Waiting agn...

2010-10-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

Lalalas... its 11.30 and im sleeeepyy

OH NO i forgot to link weilin in th mindmap =.= shall try to relink her now...

OH mai gord i think my comp is going crazy but i shall not care cos i feel VERY ACCOMPLISHED!!!

YAY i have joined th Kuroshitsuji forum and i drew a nice Ciel pic in my foolscap pad which has at least 50% resemlence to th original character :D

Budden i have to work harder cos i still cant seem to be able to draw cloth textures and my shadows are horrendous. I HAVE TO WORK HARDER >:D

My God, Mind42 is loading so slowly... how do you expect me to get my job done???

Come to think of it, th mindmap i've done is FULL of words. Yes, just words.

GREAT i just finished inviting Weilin :D

And now to download th damned Photoshop trial thingy. GAH why cant they just allow us to have th full version??? ARGHHH

Zzz i seriously AM gonna fall aslp. PLEASE SAVE MEEEEEE

Oh and there's this CIP thingy tmr. How? I didnt even hand in th consent form thingy. And I've got guitar lesson tmr... What to do, What to do? CIP or guitar?Hmm...

PLEASE DO GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS PPL!!!! (if there are any)

OH

2010-10-21T03:34:00.001-07:00

a continuation to the previous post:

OH I ALMOST FORGOT.

6 MORE DAYS TO LM.C NEW SINGLE RELEASE!!!

Just 6 more days and i can finally not fear that th PV will be removed :D YAY~~~

and tmr will be getting back Sci results. Most probably. Unless i got th timetable wrong or anything. And dear ms ng, you wont be getting my sets Worksheet this year. Please wait till th oh-so-anticipated year 2011 :)

WISH ME LUCK FOR SCI X.x

blanks out

2010-10-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

Hahahas... guess no one is reading this blog anymore :D budden its still fun to post pointless stuff, no? :)

Hahahas. i must praise weilin for noticing that i am down lately. She is definitely VERY observant :D

Well, nonetheless, i am currently QUITE content with my results so far. :D Yay. So, on Wednesday we recieved our History(61/80), English(21/30, 21/30, 18/25, 16/20) and Geography(45/80) papers. Well im quite content with my scores for History and English, but my geography was...

And so, today (Thursday) we recieved our Chinese (47/70, 28.5/50,13/20), literature(32/40) and math(66/80) papers. Im very happy i passed chinese :D i SERIOUSLY cant believed i passed :D as for lit, I CANT BELIEVE THAT I GOT TOP IN CLASS :O like srsly. I was like "Aiya i think i pass i very happy liao" but OMG i got top in class :O i was expecting people like danielle (Hi danielle :D) and Yunxin (Hi Yunxin :D) to get top in class. I mean... okay nvm it was just unbelievable :D

THEN MATHS. OMG I CANT BELIEVE THIS. ONG LEETING WHO FINISHED TH PAPER GOT LOWER THAN ME :O Anyways, i got th same marks for maths as my SA1 :D its a good sign cos my marks can still remain at A1 even though i achieved horrid marks for my CA2 :D

AND SO NOW! TO COMPLAIN ABT THT STOOPIT LULU PERSON.

HOW COULD YOU LET WEILIN FAIL? HOW COULD YOU????

EVEN ME WITH ALMOST 0% CHINESE BASICS COULD PASS, HOW COULD YOU FAIL HER?

I MEAN, HELLO? ARE YOU LIKE RETARDED OR SOMETHING? HIGHEST IN TH WHOLE LEVEL IS 35/50???? WHAT KINDA SHIT IS THAT????

And now to celebrate cos KUROSHITSUJI CHAPTER 50 IS OUT!!!! :D:D:D I've downloaded and read it already~ :D YAY SebastianXCiel FOREVER!!!!

And agn, i MUST LEARN TO DRAW CIEL AT ALL COSTS. THEN I WILL LEARN HOW TO DRAW SEBASTIAN. I DUN CAREEEEE~~~ :D:D I've got a quite successful one which i drew yesterday but IVE GOT TO WORK HARDER :D

AND SO, to celebrate further, MY MOM ORDERED PIZZA! I CANT BELIEVE THIS! wa her mood is horribly good today. wait till she finds out abt my geog O.o

So shall go enjoy th short termed happiness. Bye bye~~~

Boreded

2010-10-19T06:06:00.000-07:00

Meh im boreddddd

MEH im boredddd

MEH MEH MEHHHHHH

Ne, why isnt kuroshitsuji chapter 50 translated version up yet? They promised tht it will be up yesterday, but only th raw was uploaded on Manga2u D:

HOW COULD YOU SPACECAT???? D: D:

Nvm~ shall be nice and wait patiently :D

Nvm~ shall rewatch th anime while waiting :D

Hees~~~ I LOVE TH MANGA OF KUROSHITSUJI~~~

heheheee :D:D:D:D i MUST learnt to draw Ciel Phantomhive and Sebastian Michealis AT ALL COSTS :D:D:D

MUAHAHAHAAA :D:D:D:D

Wish me luck :D

～そして坊やは眠りについた～

Waiting...

2010-10-15T03:43:00.000-07:00

Im waiting fer th damned video to load. Wow its loading slower than a snail can move... UGHHH

lalala~~~ COME ON!!! I NIDDA SEE MY CIEL AND SEBASTIAN!!!!

hahas.. :P:P:P

OMG i jus saw a very gross picture of Ciel and Sebastian on photobucket just now O.o UGH it freaked me out mann D:

LALALAS u know, before i watched Kuroshitsuji i always thought that Ciel was a girl... O.o

Well, i didnt even know his name that time... so its sorta forgivable :P

hehes....

Im at a loss fer words.

Been staring at this space for quite long... shall click post then..

BYEBYE~~~

Moo...

2010-10-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

third time im doing this:D yay im posting with my phone agn! yea its so funn~~

well, i was online abt less thn 10mins ago but i decided that it would be pointless to wait. I mean, theres no point in waiting if you know it wont happen right :P

Yea, so i am now addicted to kuroshitsuji :DDD YAY CIEL! YAY SEBASTIAN! OMG i love them~~~ yea Ciel's so damn cute and Sebastian's so damn hot :DDD

Kay im mad. Ignore me ppls :DD hees...

AND THUS!
To conclude this blogpost, all i hve to say is this:
thnx fer th pain. really.

Moooo

2010-10-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

Yea, Im bored and im dying.

Hmm... Its 12:02... think i should sleep now cos i don't think i'll be able to wake up on time tmr...

shall go offline in:

5....

4....

3.....

2.......

1!!!!!!!!!!!!

NITE NITE PEEEPOLES~~~~ :D:D:D

Im attracted to you like a magnet :D:D:D

2010-10-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

kabosoi higa kokoro no hashini tomoru
itsuno manika moehirogaru netsujou
watashino chou fukisokuni tobimawari
anatano teni rinpun wo tsuketa

karamiau yubi hodoite kuchibiru kara shitaeto
yurusarenai kotonaraba naosara moeagaruno

dakiyosete hoshii tashikamete hoshii
machigai nado naindato omowasete
Kiss wo shite nurikaete hoshii
miwakuno tokini yoishire oborete itaino

sokubaku shite motto hitsuyouto shite
itoshiinara shuuchakuwo misetsukete
"okashii" noga tamaranaku sukini naru
ikeru tokomade ikeba iiyo

mayoikonda kokoro nara kantanni tokete yuku
yasashisa nante kanjiru himanado nai kuraini

kurikaeshitano wa ano yume janakute
magiremo nai genjitsuno watashitachi
furetekara modorenaito shiru sorede iino...
dareyorimo taisetsuna anata

yoakega kuruto fuande naite shimau watashini
"daijoubu" to sasayaita anatamo naite itano?

dakiyosete hoshii tashikamete hoshii
machigai nado naindato omowasete
Kiss wo shite nurikaete hoshii
miwakuno tokini yoishire oboretai

hikiyosete Magnet no youni
tatoe itsuka hanaretemo meguriau
fureteite modorenakute ii
sorede iino dareyorimo taisetsuna anata

Magnet-Hatsune Miku X Megurine Luka (i prefer th LinRen version :D)

Mehh~

2010-10-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

hahas im here, even more boreded then ever~ :P

OKAY PPL!!!!THERE IS OFFICIALLY 17 MORE DAYS TO TH RELEASE OF LM.C'S LATEST SINGLE 「LET ME' CRAZY!!」:D:D:D:D

CHEER WITH ME!!! WOOOO~~~~

Recently CRAZY over LM.C agn... As well as Zhang Yun Jing :D:D:D:D

Lalalas~~~

OHOHOH im recently obsessed with th nanikeidemonai dance by NewS :D:D:D
They did this dance for some clothes brand called Russ K... But it looks damn nice :D:D:D
And th interesting thing is, some ppl made parodies of this dance :D:D

YES WE HAVE D.GRAYMAN BOYS AND GUNDAM 00 BOYS DANCING THIS :D:D:D

HAHAS its damn interesting i tell u :P:P:P

heehee for th D. Gray Man and Gundam 00 version please go youtube and search for it :D:D:D

There are lotsa other versions too :D:D:D

Hehes...feels boreded now...

MUST....STUDYY...MATHS...

OMG NOOOO I DUN WANNA!!!!

BUDDEN...STILL...MUST...STUDYY...

D: D: D: D:

RANDOM

2010-10-09T08:33:00.001-07:00

OMG i slept through th whole day today... ITS NOT A GOOD SIGN

My lazy-ness is increasing :O Its unhealthy...

Shall i go study tmr? Shall I? Shall I?

lalalas~~~

3 MRE PAPERS PPL!!!!
JYJY!!!

hahas~

im so random im gonna die...

kill me...

lol jkjk :P

byebye~~~

WEILIN INSPIRED POST!

2010-10-08T10:55:00.000-07:00

hahas..so this is a weilin inspired post :D she sorta said this on th MRT... but yeah, its an edited version(well, my chinese is rather fail, and so is my memory)

:D:D:D:D

爱，真的有那么难吗？

若把心给了出去，真的会拿不回吗？
然而，我还是宁愿说不爱，心里却爱得快死似的。
因为，我不想为难他。
因为，我不想让他觉得困扰。
为了他，我偷偷哭泣。
为了他，我宁愿自己默默地受苦，也不对他说。
为了他，我假装快乐。
为了他，我心快裂了，但我还是面带笑容。
为了他，我的心，变得伤痕累累的。。。

爱，为什么要那么痛苦？

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

BIG HUGS AND THANKS TO WEILIN AND KIMBERLY TODAY :D:D:D

D: D: D:

2010-10-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

My mood's been dampened recently... By various factors like SA2 and tht STUPIT flu and RETARDED cough i just caught frm my cousin. Great. Just FANTABULOUS. But there ARE other factors that i do not intend to think/elaborate right now...

OH AND OF COURSE, there is the leaving of someone rather important to me... NO NOT MRS LEE KWAN YEW but rather someone who used to be part of someone else's life by coincidentally got whirled into mine :D

Okay, so now that i got busted by my dad (WOW MY DAD!NOT MY MOM!!!), i shall go grab some ZzZZs :D:D:D

-Deaded

AND SOO

2010-10-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

IM BORED AND I HAVE TO BLOG BEFORE I DIE OF BOREDOMM...

GAHHH

okay the history paper just killed me. I could remember all th main points but i just could nt remember th details. AW DAMN. i think i'm dead.

AND next we have chinese compo, which i think i wont be able to finish on time. great. JUST GREAT. how am i supposed to finish 1 compo and 1 letter in 2 h???? i cant even finish th damn letter in 1h!!!!

WA FUCK then theres geog. THE SECOND KILLER. siann i bet i wont be able to memorise all th facts and yet here i am wasting my time blogging. WAD AM I DOING????

wa sian i am so sleeepppyyyy.... MY EYES ARE CLOSING... shall go take a shower and wake myself up :P:P

BYE BYE~~~

Lalalala~

2010-10-01T08:28:00.000-07:00

a KIMMY INSPIRED POST

hmm... Kimmy asked me a very interesting question today. It was quite difficult to answer though, and it took lots of talking before i actually responded, but th qsn was still unanswered.

And so, Kimmy asked "What would you do if you miss someone?" Honestly, i do not know. I am sort of a person who changes from time to time so i wasnt really sure what i would do. When i was younger, i would have just kept it in my heart (i was an introvert then). Hm... being a more open person now, im SERIOUSLY not sure what i would do.

To make me understand her situation better, she asked me
"Okay. Imagine you really want to talk to this person on MSN but you are afraid tht you might become a nuisance to him. What would you do?"

My answer:
I am a very not 主动 person so even if i want to talk to him I'll wait for him to chat with me himself. If he ignores me and goes offline, or does not even sign in, I'll most probably find that staying online is pointless. Yeah, then comes th usual emo blogposts and fb posts.

okay. halfway through i lost my train of thought.

WADEVA

gahh...sry kimmy planned to answer your qsn... T^T

29.09.2010 :D

2010-09-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

YAY! its the day of release for SID's newest single "cosmetic":D YES th song rox :D:D:D:D

OMG shinji looks hot n Mao's hair is jus so effing cute :D

Aki's hair is boomz...budden its MUCH better than his newest hair D: D:

TMRS TH DAY
OMG JAP EOY TEST. SHIT IM SCAREDD.... i think i failed epically at oral.
ANYWAYS, time to mugggggggg

MUS WISH ME LUCK PPL!

lalala~

2010-09-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

Theres less then a week left. What am i doing? I'm supposed to mug. I am mugging. But nothing's going in... GAHHHH

How do you memorise a whole passage in a day? Great i regret not going for lessons now... BUT ITS ALL TOO LATE~~~

hahas... this is what happens during th exam period--Students lke me are dying. Mentally, they are dying. Literally. :P:P:P:P:P:P

Bla bla bla~~~

2010-09-24T03:05:00.000-07:00

My god i cant believe this but i realise tht this little red dot is SERIOUSLY very, very de small. Yeah. To be honest i dun really like Mindy from Jap class. (yeah, if im not wrong, mindy yeo). Sry but my 1st impression of her was ofa bitchy show-off. The worst thing is, she is CLOSELY related to the person i hate, who (according to mr lum tzenein) is very de like her. Yes, its her. n th worst thing is, HER cousin is always with ms mindy yeo. Yea how wonderful right? th worst thing is, Ms mindy (whom i shall address as Y) jus LOVES sid. NO NOT SID !!!! PLEASE NOOO >< MEH MEH MEH... nvm i have no power in controlling ppl's fetishes but still, PLEASE BE LIKE ALL TH OTHER GIRLS AND LIKE ALL THOSE KOREAN GUYS N LEAVE SID ALONE DDDD:

lol sorry i've gone crazy. this happens alot. Especially after i go blog hopping and find all those "interesting" blogs. MY GOD PLEASE NOOOO...

anyways, there is aprox. abt 6 days left to EOY and here i am still slacking away. GREAT.

BUT TO CHEER ME UP, SID'S NEWEST SINGLE'S GONNA BE RELEASED IN 5 DAYS :DDDD yay~~~~ <3333 SID FTW~~~ :PPPP

TODAY'S LESSON :DDDD

2010-09-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

Okay good morning class take a seat. Uhh... 2 parts to this lesson. 1st will be admin matters. Then we will be moving on to a new lesson which is closely related to your SA2.

So 1st, admin matters. Leeting and Yunxin both hve their birthdays approaching so please remember to get thm presents. Please refer to Facebook.com for further details. Secondly, Mr Shinpeipei please learn to control yourself after eating your medicine. For those that are physically present but mentally absent please learn to keep your soul to your body and focus on the lesson. Like i always say, its jus your choice ah...'

Okay before we start today's lesson, we have someone who must have something to be deleted.

OKAY moving on.

Uh... to some people (namely Lum Tzen Ein) if you want to sleep please sleep with your back straight and eyes open.

oh and sidetrack, who ever has seen/ has taken my science notebook please return it ASAP. This is very, very important.

*bell rings*

okay thank you class :PPPP

Lalalas~

2010-09-17T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. peoples of the world who will suddenly go high on MEDICATION(wth?) please do not act up in front of me...its freaky... VERY FREAKY

Uh, so there are 2 parts to this lesson. 1st will be admin matters.

EPICALLY, the person i am refering to is Lum Tzen Ein. YES Mr Lum. You. Ha. Ha. Ha. Anyway, its seriously damn epic. He suddenly feng liao after taking medicine, which is supposed to make one drowsy. Then he got high on it, and strted to act like our dear retard, Ong Leeting. Then suddenly, he gets drowsy and only says smething halfway, before drifting off to lalaland to jian zhou gong. Wow. Fascinating. ARGH. appriciated that you do complete it and dont leave me in not-welcomed suspense.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

Next part of the lesson is free time so you all can do your own work and ask me qsns if you dunno anything :D

-inspirational person of th day: MS NG LI ENG~~~~

Nom Nom Nom Nom Nom Nom Nom

2010-09-17T05:48:00.000-07:00

yay nom nom nom nom nom nom nom by parry gripp FTW!!!

hahas...realise i havent listened to it in a while...

hehes... i lost my sci notebook...all my efforts during th past 8months are gone...

sadded...shall search my locker on mon... REALLY hope its there....

lalalaas... realise i need to play badminton more regularly now...Hmm.... my skills have deproved... who wants tuh join me :DDDD

hehes... maybe shall ask my 8 year old cousin to join me... lol shall train her :DDDD

Muahaha... I suck at basketball so Kimmy, Leeting please dun ask me join you all again... it puts me in an awkward position...

Hahas... shall go back to emoing... OMT my low self-esteem problem is back!!! OMG OMG OMG desperately needs to humor myself... hmm... maybe shall stretch more regularly....

MUAHAHAS 190 degree split here i come :DDDD

hehes... shall 压腿 more regularly and train stomach muscles :DDDD

OH OH and shall stretch my back more often too... n ya hou tui.... hahahas... shall try to grab my leg by th end of this year :DDDD

MEHHH my hairclip broke... its so damn loose now i have to re-clip my hair every 5 mins...

ARGHHH

hmm in th meantime shall study hist...realises tht its th 1st paper after eng...

JUST realised not long ago somemore... haizz im an epic fail...

LALAS shall complete my Hist homework this wk end... AND anyone interested to play badminton with th nooby me this wkend or next wkend pls sms/email/msn me yeah? :DDDD

Emoing in progress :)

2010-09-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

Lol bad mood today... sadded... have no idea why smeore nia...how leh how leh?

Hees~

Far into th empty horizon we're closer together as this ride carries on

Im waiting, waiting waiting for you,

Been thinking,thinking thinking how im like a fool :DDDD

Junipee's inspirational Lyrics!!!<333

hahas... looks forward to th universal studios trip on mon :DD

YAY vanessa's going so i wont be alone...

hehe... hope i wont tio pangseh by vanessa leh...

hehes... ZORO is love :DDDD

ESP tatsuhi~~~

hehes.... which reminds me, i read some random Jrock star's official myspace... and tht person apparently took a photo wif tatsuhi n posted it in his blogpost. He said "This is me and ZORO's bassist Tatsuhi. Looks like a girl right? But no he's a boy"

hahas... quite cute hahas :DDDD

AFAX :DDD

2010-09-15T05:31:00.000-07:00

HEY PPL~

AFAX IS HERE ~~(Anime Festival Asia 2010) :DDDD

who wants to join me~~~ its on 13-14/11/2010~ u get to see SCANDAL n go shopping n stuffs~~ N SEE COOL COSPLAY PPL :DDDD

hahas :PPP
*too hyper exicited to go on*

shock of zee day :DDD

2010-09-14T03:08:00.000-07:00

Toe-day ai em gounna spueak in zee buest engrish ebba. Dish Poust ish inshpiwered buay Ong ReeChing :D muahaha...

kay i cant stand it any more. shall spend more time typing then thinking abt distorted words. ARGH i jus realised that i hve less thn 2 weeks left for me to prepare for my third lang oral. OMG OMG OMG PANICCCC

how am i supposed to remember the complete contents of my compo anyways?

plus, one is a super crap one i wrote LONG LONG ago, and the other was written less then a wk ago...

OMG IM DEEAAADDD~~~

anyways :D

today's CE was diao. Blog hopping with leeting n yunxing :D

hahas... conclusion: OUR SCH'S MACS SUCK TTM!!!!!

anyways, smething retarded happened jus 15 mins ago. hahas...

me:*prepares to eat chicken wing*
mom: ah girl come help me fry rice
me: kay
-5 min ltr-
me:*gonna eat chicken wing*
mom: ah girl ah go pick ur sis up
me: kay
-10 mins ltr-
me: *prepares to eat AGN* yesh!!!
mom: AH GIRL AH ur sis is playing water!!!
me: AGHHHH NOOOO D:

hahas :DDD

finds it greatly retarded... N I JUS FOUND ZORO'S OFFICIAL MYSPACE :DDD i didnt know they blogged in english :DDD

hahas :DDD

TATSUHI FTW~~~ <3333

Nyaa :DDDD

2010-09-13T01:32:00.000-07:00

Lol im bored... Im supposedly studying today but wht can i do without my textbook man...

O.o realises that my workbook is not even done... AT ALL

awww.... anyways, Im officially obsessed over TATSUHI :DDDDD

YAH HE'S TH GAY BASSIST!!!!!

but he's really very gurl n he's super cutee~~~

hahas... okay sry sry i still like shinpei (AHEM THE SuG ONE) n mitsuru kay... Only tht i suddenly like Tapi cos he's so cute :DDD

hahas.... you shud watch this vid ppl... YEAH HE'S GAY BUDDEN HE'S LIKE THIS LITTLE CHILD!!! :DDDD

*very obsessed person here :DDD*

LALALA

2010-09-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

yo tzen ein i hve no idea why u cnt load my blog but i can load mine perfectly :DDDD

lalalas~~~

Bishan library is a nice place to emo :DDDD

hve nothing else tuh say...

SANDY JUNIPEE~~~

hahas...

and errr....

I DUNNNO??? *3*

ZORO :DDDD

2010-09-11T04:50:00.000-07:00

yay im now officially obsessed with ZORO!!! :DDD

no i dun find them shuai or anything cos they dun look nice at all... Nd one of th guys crossdresses, but i <3 their music :DDDD

Yeah.. the bassist is sorta gay, but he's cute(in a way) HE SERIOUSLY LOOKS LIKE A GURL!!! and he's only 1.5++meters :DDD and the best thing is he is really really cute :DDDD

yeah go watch youtube ZORO comments and you will know wad im talking abt :DDDD

Im currently failing TERRIBLY at the damned maths paper...OMG i cant believe i cant do sec1 maths... SEE LA MR TAN!!! ALL YOUR FAULT!!!

hahas...shall go ask Leeting they all on Monday :DDDD

ooo IM obsessed with VI-VI-VI agn~~~

N btw i cant believe somebody finds Takeru's smile DISTURBING O.o...

Blah Blah blah~

2010-09-10T04:45:00.000-07:00

Hees~ Random blog post of the day. I have typing disabilities today so forgive for any typo errors~

Yeap yeap so im gonna try to do homework with th comp on... SHALL HAVE SOME FOCUS!!!!

yeah... how guai of me... so to assure tht i dun get distracted i hve closed all fb tabs n youtube tabs.

YAY only the media player shall be open after i post this :DDDD

yay after tht i shall print chinese homework!!! :DDDD

Yay I like have a sudden guainess attack so shall become a guai kia for one day :DDD

LALALALA~~~

yay SuG FTW~~~

YOU SHALL HELP ME FOCUS!!!
:DDDDD

秘密

2010-09-09T09:00:00.000-07:00

このポーストを読まないでください。
PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS POST.

僕はここを止めたいです。。。

でも、

心は。。。

とても痛いだよ。。。

にゃ～～～～

2010-09-09T08:48:00.000-07:00

Doesn't know wad to say...

Procrastinating now... I have no idea how im supposed to do all those damned homework...

Argh what kinda holidays are these man...

Im supposed to be studying...

Yet im not...

Im supposed to complete school work...

Yet not even 10% is done...

How pathetic...

Oh shit tmr already Friday...

Its too late...

ARGHHHH

this sux ttm man...

sadded...

Today was an extremely saddening day...

Details only Yunxin n Kimmy n Lefting(hees)know :DDDD

what to do...

Shall ponder abt it now... AND DO HOMEWORK AT THE SAME TIME!!!!

hees~~

thts all fer today(i guess)

BYE BYE~~~

にゃん～

2010-09-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

I DID TELL YOU NOT TO READ MY BLOG!!!
>yeah this line is for someone in particular :D

lalalas today's dance was pretty epic :DDDD
quite fun :DD
wif Liang Lao Shi nagging abt eating less carbs O.o

Personally i dun really care but i think i SHUD NOT let her see me eating bread/rice/noodles etc etc...

lalalas~

random blog post of zee day~

shall post INSPIRING lyrics agn :DDDD

If we sing in the night, we’ll be absorbed by darkness
The morning light shines on that
It won’t reach, no, it’s not like that
The door is already open

If I’m satisfied, I’ll become uneasy
If I cry, then that’s also happiness
I’ll have, once more,
The pleasure of standing up again

Ah, only taking a step, I’m filled with thoughts
Merely taking in, this anxiousness
The reason that you’re here
This sound of rain knows

If we stay naive, there’ll be something missing
If it’s just beside us, we won’t be able to see it
We didn’t realize, no, it’s not like that
I understand it painfully

Ah, opening my heart, I’m filled with thoughts
Merely taking in, even in this moment
The reason that you’re here
The sunset sky knows

Wanting and desiring that which I don’t have
What I don’t have,
You should

Ah, only taking a step, I’m filled with thoughts
Merely taking in, this anxiousness
The reason that I’m here,
I’ll continue searching for it
yay~

its Rie Fu agn~

OMG im obsessed with anata ga koko ni iru riyuu agn!!!

I SHUD DIE!!

BUT WHO CARES :DDDDDDD

lalalas~

yeah SuG ROX MAN!!!

WOO I <3 R.P.G~Rockin' Playing Game :DDDDD

yeah shinpei looks so cute there :DDDD

lalalas i think takeru's specs were boomz but it still looks nice on him :DDDD

Miao~

2010-09-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

I feel like a retard waiting for a reply

:P

yea

thats

the

way

the

world

is

:DDDDD

but

sometimes,

you

just

wont

wanna

give

up

:DDDD

=3

2010-09-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

In times you cant return and are lost, you turn your eyes down
Even the words you believed in are lost and the colors end
Within here what is needed?

The place you cant return to that you cling on kills your voice
In this town even light is lost Your hungry for love

While your bare foot trying to stand you are
a person following a dream looking for a place to be
The downcast sad eyes will surely
an ore concealing the light?

Above the sky I painted, will you show your smile?
Embrace the illumination of stardust and let me sing
Now is the bud embracing the light of a dream story
Continuing from now on will be the iris shining upon the unknown

While your bare foot trying to stand you are
a person withering in tears asking for love
The downcast sad eyes will slowly
become a jewel brilliant with light.

Until you smile we are supposed to be able to shine
Like the blooming stars in the night sky, will we shine fiercely?
The sky-colored gradation forming the city of the stars
is an iris shining over the map of a dream sown with sound

The thousand flowers blooming in the night sky
Until somehow, I hope we will be able to meet
This single time that wont change, cuts into my heart
The song that remains here, let it sound

-> translated frm Scheat (SuG)

*p.s i am lazy tuh update my links now n i jus changed my blogskin yay!!!*clap clap*

i've had enough but...

2010-09-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

You know, a person can never get enough of his or her desires...

Despite the bitterness of rejection, you can get the sweetness of new courage that will help you to pick yourself up.

Maybe that's why Rejection is bitter-sweet.

Maybe that's why I cant stop liking him...

Hey, Is this the nature of life?

I dunno cos I've never really felt this way before...

If it was, I'd rather he didn't know...

If it was, I'd rather that I've never existed...

The pain is excruciating...

I don't really think I can tolerate it anymore.

But, I have to...

With the new-found courage, I will pick myself up.

Cos you see, I won't ever give up.

Cos,

I really, really like you...

Phone blogging :DDD

2010-09-04T09:38:00.000-07:00

Hahas... hope that he isnt reading my blog...

im very sad...im perpetually heart broken... he's like this unreachable star somewhere out there in th sky, yet however i reach or jump i just cant reach him...

my heart aches every time i say im fine...yes im lying, but i jus dun wan him to avoid me...it hurts, it really does... i lie to myself, telling me it will pass, but in my heart i know i dun want it to. Thank you juniper, for trying wadeva u r doing now, but please know tht these things cnt be forced... yeah, i know im lying if i say tht it doesnt matter, but u know, somethings arent cured just wif a mere apology. i am not expecting anything even though im typing so much, yet it seems to have a temporary healing effect on my heart...

the world is getting colder... why is that so?

can it be?

issit because my heart is really broken?

i dun really know...cos it is sorta my 1st time... so please, can someone help me up from this dark abyss?

*sry if this is too random...

♥♥Dark-Hell♥♥

Meow

Nyan :3

メリー クリスマス(*^o^*)

Mune wa ordoraseta mama :)

I hate this more than ever

GLEE(K) TO BE? :O

Konichiwa minna~

Hello :D

Deaded

IM SO AGAINST HOMOPHOBES!!!!

I hate this.

HAHA MY ENDING FOR SUPERSTITON

Meow

DRAWWW

:O

Lalala~~~

Helloo~~~

:/

SNAKEEEEE ♥

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Poo D:

Hello~~

WOO~

PICO TANN~~~~

Mrow :3

:3

@A@

LALAAA

BORED

:3

My head is gonna explode D:

\(o3o)/

O.O

Continuation to FB post :)

Not Bored :)

Nyann

YESSSS :D:D:D

WOOO!!!(the maya way :P)

アンティック-珈琲店- is LUV

konbanwa~ :P

Hihies~

HIHI

HIHI

YAY happy~~~

Late night post :)

YATTA :D:D:D

Drawing...

SuG--Mujouken Koufukuron

Nishii yukito 西井幸人~♥♥♥

AFAX announcement & fanfic review~ :P

^^

:)

:O

\(・3・)/

SHORT MEMORY!!!

FLELE!

OH NOO

Nyan~ :D

BOREDDD

日本語を勉強しています:D

OH NOOO

Nom2

Moo3

Moo2

MOO

YAY :D

Waiting agn...

OH

*blanks out*

Boreded

Waiting...

Moo...

Moooo

Im attracted to you like a magnet :D:D:D

Mehh~

RANDOM

WEILIN INSPIRED POST!

D: D: D:

AND SOO

メリークリスマス(^o^)

blanks out